pessimisticRefuge
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Have decided to remember all the crazes I've ever been trough (out of order):
1) FOREX trader
2) buisiness-man (trading card games, collectible card games, boardgames, magazine, newspaper, restaurant, news agency, ads agency)
3) computer games developer
4) millionaire
5) novels and poetry (becoming an illustrious author included)
6) fashion modeling
7) bodybuilding
8) some psychological stuff
9) leadership courses (for loosers, indeed)
10) journalist
11) croupier
12) the chosen one
13) musician
14) great moviemaker
15) designer
16) paid blogger
17) lazybones
18) spiritism
19) monster (used to think of myself)
20+n) ETC.
Here it comes the time to make a conclusion: I have never finished up well. That's all because of my lazyness, perhaps, or just because in thruth I was always deceiving myself. And now I'm sitting here, in front of this fucking monitor, with nothing worthy in the past and nothing well-defined in the future. And the only question I wanna ask my myself is: "So now what...?" All my "genious" activites haven't ever brought anything good, except lots of wasted time. Spent on "useless" stuff as my parents usually say. But still...All the same I realize that there's a thing that was rather worth all that Time - the Experience. Thanks....Destiny