Oct 31, 2004 20:56
Okie, friday I went to a cosplay at a anime convention. I should of read the thing online more carefully. I went as LuLu, but not many cosplayed. I was like 1 in like 10 that cosplayed. I felt soooo embarressed. I also just bought some anime and mangas, spent uber amounts of money. The guys, Ted, Jason, Phil and Mike were so mean, T_T they picked on me for being the onli one in their sight that cosplayed. I rushed the convention, the reason not many cosplayed was that they put 2 conventions together. they put it with an art convention. So embarressing, bunch of old men staring (shivers).
Work is the usual roughness, applied to a new job. Tiff applied the same job so we may work togehter. I just wore my LuLu costume for halloween. I still felt out of place. I just went to a party and had to come back to walk with my lil brother to T-or-T. Anyway, I was just tired. People just stared at me. The corset just felt tight and I felt like collapsing. The same friends of mine that teased me at the convention just tried to get on top of chairs and stuff to look down on me. Men, sometimes I wonder why I am chasing them. Anyway. Thats it, I sorta uninstalled pally the other day, 2 times. redled it and then uninstalled it. Thats it.
Lin Lin