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[satoshitomi]

F.

I feel as if I've just been slapped in the face.

Repeatedly.

Hard.

And with a f*cking mallet.

It's not as if I'm asking for much but... just.

Now, I don't know. I want to give up on you people already. This isn't the first time. I already got it out on tumblr weeks ago (which I deleted hoping that I was just on one of those 'hormonal' days). I thought that maybe I was being too sensitive and that you're just too caught up on things...but now...

Now, I don't know anymore.

I'll say it again-- I don't ask much as a friend but a little bit of affection and appreciation makes me happy now and then. I'm only human, ok? I'm sorry if I'm feeling this way. I'm sorry if I feel under appreciated, used and too darn sensitive. I'm sorry if I come out too childish. I'm sorry if I try too hard. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

This morning was the last straw. When I read what you wrote... that did it.

In the end I don't know what else to say but 'I give up. You're not worth the effort anymore'.

I don't want to waste my time in trying to help someone who doesn't appreciate/want it.

Bye. :'(