~*Ame*~
I am so sorry my dear f-list!! I've been so busy these last few days and I haven't had enough time to do a blog entry for days now.. Oh yes. Sadly, I am still alive *cakles insanely* XD The house (specifically my room) is in an utter mess so it's up to me to go and free my room from the evil dust bunnies!! CHHAAARRGGEE~!! *waves plastic sword* (>O<)/ So, well... to pacify some/all of you.. I made this... (no, it's not a human sacrifice... sorry) gomen if it's too short.. and crappy. I blame the weather here... BLAME THE WEIRD WEATHER NOT MEEE!! -___-;; Please don't murder me... Douzo.
Title: Ame
Author: MOI. :3
Pairing: Ohmiya...?
Rating: PG-13
You’re standing there with the soft gentle rain falling down, making droplets form over your closed eyes. The soft brown hues of your hair were already drenched by the rain and I smiled. I can’t tell you how much I treasured these moments, away from the fans, the cameras... away from the world; just the two of us together. I stared as a small smile formed on your face and you open your eyes to look straight at me.
“Ame...” you said in a soft wistful voice.
“...will make you sick, if you don’t get out of it,” I continued smiling a bit.
You pouted and walked over to me under the umbrella I brought, your hands brushing mine as we walked together under the cramped space. I can’t help but steal a few glances over your oblivious form and smile.
“How come you hate the rain so much?” you asked innocently, your mouth forming into a small pout.
I looked at you; your eyes stared back in a steady, questioning gaze. There was so much intensity in those brown hues that I just had to turn away. It would always hurt when you looked at me like that- like those gazes meant something far more than they say. It was hard, hard to think that that this was only my heart speaking to me... that you, feeling the same feelings for me, were just in my imagination. Under the falling droplets of rain, the dark skies and the cold puddles under our feet- I felt that it was actually true; it feels like nothing could be more real than you and me together.
I smiled a bit as you threw a worried glance at silent response. Your soft artist’s hands came up to touch my forehead; I can hear you mumble words of care and worry and some other stuff about being buried knee-deep in dramas, but I paid attention only to your hand. I would do anything to keep it there, to tie you here beside me like where you are right now; but I know that this illusion will, at one point, have to end.
Nothing will ever come out of this; I knew this much from the start. I knew that I have to live with only one-sided thoughts but... how many times had I wished that these instances were actually true? Dreamt that these would mean more to you than just another ‘walk home with a friend’. I looked around us; the dark clouds made everything seem so hazy and dream-like under the cold rain. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath... Even if it wasn’t real, please, just let me enjoy this, even for just a short while...
I stopped walking as I heard your keitai ring, its blaring tones snapping me out of my thoughts but even then, I still refused to open my eyes- to still keep on dreaming that this was real. I knew who it was and I did nothing else to stop you from saying goodbye and rushing off to the opposite direction... to where she was. I opened my eyes to look at the place where you stood only moments before and I let the umbrella drop from my hands. The rain continued splashing down on my numb skin, unmindful of the pain and the hurt that I felt.
‘But... maybe...’I thought.
Maybe...somehow, as I felt the cool drops run down my face, the skies felt the same as I did. The dark clouds, the cold drops... it’s as if it was crying with me. I gave a sad smile and closed my eyes to the soft pouring rain. The rain mingled with the tears that fell down from my closed eyes like they always do whenever you leave me standing helplessly under the rain.
“Whoever told you I hated it...?” I whispered sadly at his memory.
END.
*gets ready to duck from all the brickings* XD
I dedicate this to my f-list.. who have been so supportive of whatever crack/insanities I post in my LJ. Thank you. (Dooouuuu-chhaann!!! :3 OhMiya angst for when you arrive on Mondaaaay~! :DV) F-LIST= ♥♥♥♥♥!!! Arigatoouuu!! \(^_^)/
I made this while playing Southern All Star's 'Tsunami' which was also sung by Nino in, I think, Baystorm. I played this about 13 times to finish this fic. *scratches back of the head sheepishly* Ahh.. i hope it was okay...D: Gomen.. the rain here made me all angst-y feeling so... O_o I shall be updating my blog with my other crack-filled post maybe tonight or tomorrow... lost_girl11.... THE EMAIL. I PROMISE. ON FRIDAY. T__T
Title: Ame
Author: MOI. :3
Pairing: Ohmiya...?
Rating: PG-13
You’re standing there with the soft gentle rain falling down, making droplets form over your closed eyes. The soft brown hues of your hair were already drenched by the rain and I smiled. I can’t tell you how much I treasured these moments, away from the fans, the cameras... away from the world; just the two of us together. I stared as a small smile formed on your face and you open your eyes to look straight at me.
“Ame...” you said in a soft wistful voice.
“...will make you sick, if you don’t get out of it,” I continued smiling a bit.
You pouted and walked over to me under the umbrella I brought, your hands brushing mine as we walked together under the cramped space. I can’t help but steal a few glances over your oblivious form and smile.
“How come you hate the rain so much?” you asked innocently, your mouth forming into a small pout.
I looked at you; your eyes stared back in a steady, questioning gaze. There was so much intensity in those brown hues that I just had to turn away. It would always hurt when you looked at me like that- like those gazes meant something far more than they say. It was hard, hard to think that that this was only my heart speaking to me... that you, feeling the same feelings for me, were just in my imagination. Under the falling droplets of rain, the dark skies and the cold puddles under our feet- I felt that it was actually true; it feels like nothing could be more real than you and me together.
I smiled a bit as you threw a worried glance at silent response. Your soft artist’s hands came up to touch my forehead; I can hear you mumble words of care and worry and some other stuff about being buried knee-deep in dramas, but I paid attention only to your hand. I would do anything to keep it there, to tie you here beside me like where you are right now; but I know that this illusion will, at one point, have to end.
Nothing will ever come out of this; I knew this much from the start. I knew that I have to live with only one-sided thoughts but... how many times had I wished that these instances were actually true? Dreamt that these would mean more to you than just another ‘walk home with a friend’. I looked around us; the dark clouds made everything seem so hazy and dream-like under the cold rain. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath... Even if it wasn’t real, please, just let me enjoy this, even for just a short while...
I stopped walking as I heard your keitai ring, its blaring tones snapping me out of my thoughts but even then, I still refused to open my eyes- to still keep on dreaming that this was real. I knew who it was and I did nothing else to stop you from saying goodbye and rushing off to the opposite direction... to where she was. I opened my eyes to look at the place where you stood only moments before and I let the umbrella drop from my hands. The rain continued splashing down on my numb skin, unmindful of the pain and the hurt that I felt.
‘But... maybe...’I thought.
Maybe...somehow, as I felt the cool drops run down my face, the skies felt the same as I did. The dark clouds, the cold drops... it’s as if it was crying with me. I gave a sad smile and closed my eyes to the soft pouring rain. The rain mingled with the tears that fell down from my closed eyes like they always do whenever you leave me standing helplessly under the rain.
“Whoever told you I hated it...?” I whispered sadly at his memory.
END.
*gets ready to duck from all the brickings* XD
I dedicate this to my f-list.. who have been so supportive of whatever crack/insanities I post in my LJ. Thank you. (Dooouuuu-chhaann!!! :3 OhMiya angst for when you arrive on Mondaaaay~! :DV) F-LIST= ♥♥♥♥♥!!! Arigatoouuu!! \(^_^)/
I made this while playing Southern All Star's 'Tsunami' which was also sung by Nino in, I think, Baystorm. I played this about 13 times to finish this fic. *scratches back of the head sheepishly* Ahh.. i hope it was okay...D: Gomen.. the rain here made me all angst-y feeling so... O_o I shall be updating my blog with my other crack-filled post maybe tonight or tomorrow... lost_girl11.... THE EMAIL. I PROMISE. ON FRIDAY. T__T