Of One Wing Missing --> EPILOGUE
I don’t know where you took me, but I am just glad that we got here*
NINO
If you ask me why I always smiling stupidly everytime you meet me the answer is because I am in love. Yes I am in love. So deep. With the most handsome man in the world (at least I think so). I have a cute and gorgeous boyfriend since this one week. Wait, did I say boyfriend? Oh my God, it is still embarrassing.
Masami was right. When you fall in love, everything suddenly changes into a wonderful thing in your eyes. The sky looks so blue, the flower looks so pink, the trees looks so green and chocolate. All of the colors suddenly become beautiful and the world suddenly becomes the best and the most comfortable place to live. You can keep dancing and singing unconsciously on the road.
Lately, Ohno-san (He insisted on me to call him Satoshi) has persuaded me to move in with him and live with him. I didn’t agree at first, because you know, I knew if I did I had to search for a new heart because whenever he is around me, my heart will be pounding hard and I can’t stop it no matter what I do. But, when he is not around me and I am alone I miss him so much. I hope he would always be here besides me.
Falling in love is complicated, nee?
After about ten times trying to persuade me, finally I moved all my things (not many actually) to his big apartment. And well, when my things came and we decided where I should put them, there was an awkward atmosphere, my cheeks became red suddenly and he was blushing.
“E-e, you-you can put that in the guest room” He said hesitantly.
I know that he may still feel hurt about me leaving him after he did that (OK, I am still feeling ashamed about it),but I can see in his eyes that he want to share his room with me and it is an usual thing to wish to share the same room and sleep with your boyfriend, right?
So, I took his hand, grabbed him tight and said:
“I… I want to share the same room with you” with my blushing cheeks, he smiled broadly and hugged me. I was so happy, I always feel comfortable and warm in his arms.
“Kawaii” he said, kissing my still blushing cheeks.
So. Yeah. I sleep with him in the same bed. The first night, my heart was beating so fast and I was feeling nervous about what would happen. We were sleeping side by side. I had counted until 100 and prepared my heart. But he took my hand, caressing it gently and kissed my forehead, saying:
“Good night”.
I felt so relieved. I am very lucky to have a very understanding boyfriend with a big heart and the kindest person in the world. But inside of my heart, I wanted to hug him and feel his warmth, so I held his arm gently, and said:
“Ohno-san, Can I… Can I… hug you?” Luckily the darkness covered my flushed face.
“Yes, you can and don’t call me Ohno-san.” He said gently, slightly pouting his lips.
“I’m sorry. Sa-sa toshi” I said shyly.
“Yes, that’s right honey.” He said sweetly and placed his hand to my waist, bringing me into his embrace. My heart was beating faster when he called me honey and suddenly I thought that was the sweetest word I ever heard.
“Sa-satoshi?”
“hmm.”
“Thank you for falling in love with me.” There are not enough words to describe how I am grateful that he has made my life better.
He looked into my eyes, smiling widely as he caressed my hair gently (I loved this the most), separating my bangs and he kissed me passionately with a whispered “kawaii”. I always wondered why his lips taste so nice and perfect. And then he ran his lips over my face. To my forehead, then my eyes, my nose, back to my lips, licking my mole trailing my jaw, and back again to my lips. When I gasped to catch some air, he inserted his tongue and I couldn’t help but moan, he was so good using his talented tongue, marking all my mouth. I was feeling hot and passionate. After he sucked my lower lip, he pushed away and looked into my eyes, making me really out of my breath.
“Don’t say that again or I can’t restrain myself anymore” he threatened.
I bit my lower lip. Honestly, after he kissed me like that, I wanted more, I wanted him so much. Again, my feelings were betraying my logical thinking. It took all of my courage to whisper in his ear lustfully:
“Satoshi, thank you for falling in love with me”
I could see he hold his breath a second and then grabbed my nape, pulling my lips towards him he kissed me roughly. I kissed him back, putting all my feelings my lust towards him. I wanted him so much, I wanted his lips trailing over all my body, I wanted him to mark me as his own, I wanted him to make love to me.
He rolled until he was on top of me:
“You really made your own trap Ninomiya” he said smirking and kissed me again. My heart seemed like it was going to fall, but he caressed my hair tenderly, making me feel comfortable.
When we were making love, I could feel the harmony and balance between us. I was increasingly convinced that we were meant to be together, because we really fit each other. I could feel the warmth, being protected, loved and owned entirely by him. Ohno-san was so gentle and kind to me. I loved him more and more again.
After a lot of hard breathing and silent cries from me, we smiled to each other. I wiped the sweat falling on his forehead and he kissed my temple lovingly.
“Kazu, I love you so much. Thank you for staying with me. Don’t ever leave me again. OK?”
I nodded shyly and we slept hugging each other while I buried my face into his neck. I love this part of him so much. The scent is so warm and comfortable.
I promised myself to be a good person and treat Ohno-san kindly with all of my love. Because he is the most beautiful grace I ever had.
I should thank God for giving me a wonderful man like Ohno-san to complete my life. And I am sure Masami and my Mom are smiling from heaven seeing me happy here.
***
Ohno woke up with a happy feeling. He felt as if he was dreaming, but looking at his side he found the most beautiful face he has ever seen, hugging his arms tightly. It was not a dream he thought, smiling. A big smile. He was so happy when Nino confessed his feeling to him. He was glad that finally, Nino loved him back. But God is too kind to him. He did not just give him a complete pair of wings, but he gave him an angel too, sleeping peacefully with a smile on his lips.
Ohno felt like crying, feeling like he got too much. He felt greedy, because it seemed as if he took all of the happiness in this world for himself. Nino gave him a feeling that he never felt before. The feeling of wanting to protect, wanting to make him happy, to give him whatever he wants.
So. This is love. I’m in love. He smiled sheepishly.
He got up and went to bathroom to take a shower. When he came out, he saw Nino waking up and rubbing his eyes. Seeing Ohno just wearing a towel over his waist, Nino’s cheeks became pink. Suddenly, he took the blanket and covered his head again.
“No need to feel ashamed. You have seen more than...”
“I don’t wanna hear that!!” he screamed from under the blanket.
“See, who is feeling ashamed here? Don’t remember about last night?” Ohno teased.
“Nooooo” Nino screamed again.
“Ah, I remember! Someone whispering lustfully to my ear, and then I kissed him, and then we...”
“Satoshiiiiiiiii, wear your shirt...” Nino whined.
Ohno chuckled and opened the blanket, seeing a flushed red face.
“I don’t want to...” he singsonged as Nino grabbed his blanket tightly.
“You pervert old man”
“I am pervert? Why?” Ohno asked amused.
“You are not wearing anything in front of other people except that towel”
“But, you aren’t wearing anything too inside this blanket, right?” Ohno teased him, trying to pull up the blanket. Nino was shocked, realizing that Ohno was right. Too late, Ohno succeeded on pulling the blanket and saw a pink Nino.
“Kawaiii,” he said, straddling him.
“Sa..sa..sa..toshi” Nino licked his lower lip, his heart beating fast.
“Do you know, you are so cute. I can’t resist it” he said and kissed Nino’s lips passionately.
*****
After a lot of Nino’s moans and Ohno’s hard breathing, they finally got up from the bed and went to take a breakfast wherein Nino cooked and Ohno closely watched him.
“Satoshi, don’t look at me while I am cooking. You make me nervous” Nino said to him.
“But, I love watching you.” he pouted.
They ate while talking and laughing… Finally, Nino had his laugh back.
“Satoshi, what do you want to do today?” Nino asked.
“Hmm, because it’s my honeymoon, I think I wanna stay home all day” he said teasingly.
“Ho-honeymoon? Satoshi, we aren’t married and we are not newlyweds” Nino protested.
“But, I think we are, because I feel like that” he said, chuckling.
“No way! Don’t say such a thing.” Nino babbled with his pink cheeks. Ohno laughed.
“Nee, since it’s Christmas, why don’t we go to my villa and celebrate Christmas?”
“Your villa? Where?” Nino asked enthusiastically.
“We will see...” Ohno smile widely.
They prepared their bags and Ohno drove them to his villa.
“It’s strange. I am usually the driver and you sit on the passenger’s sit” commented Nino.
Ohno just smiled and started the car.
They traveled far from the city of Tokyo into the mountains. Nino saw a lot of colored lights placed along the road. Nino wondered where Ohno was taking him, but the other was silent during the trip.
Ohno finally stopped the car in a villa. It was very comfortable, though not too large. The lights had been installed around the fence and Nino could see a Christmas tree there.
“Did you prepare this?” he asked confused.
“Just for you” Ohno smiled at him, kissing his opened mouth.
“Come, the night is so cold, we must hurry-up” Ohno said. They took their own bags and entered the villa.
“This is amazing! I never had a huge Christmas tree with so many gifts around it” Nino said impressed.
“I… I didn’t know what I could give to you as a present. So, I thought you could choose one of them”.
Nino felt touched by Ohno’s words. He went and hugged his waist tightly.
“Thank you so much for giving me so much love, ” he said, burying his face into Ohno’s neck.
“Don’t say that. I will always do anything for you. Come on, I want to show you a beautiful view.”
Ohno took Nino’s hand and pulled him to the second floor. He opened the windows and showed him the scenery of snow covering a blue mountain.
“Oh... It’s beautiful!” Nino said smiling widely.
“Really?” Ohno asked.
“Really!” Nino cheered happily.
Ohno hugged Nino from behind and put his head on his shoulder kissing his neck slightly.
“That’s my favorite scenery. When I was a child, I went to this villa with my parents. My mother showed me this view and I was fascinated. I had a dream. I would go to see this view again with my love. And now the dream has come true”.
Nino felt warm with Ohno’s words . He didn’t know and didn’t want to know where was this place, what the name was, and how far from Tokyo it was. He just knew that he was glad Ohno took him here. It was a place where Nino could find his way home. Ohno’s love.
“Wanna hear a story?” Ohno asked.
“What is it?”
“First, when in heaven, human beings used to have a pair of wings. But humans violated the law of God, so they were sent down to earth. God then separated the humans into two different parts of the wings. They would have to find their one missing wing to complete their life.”
“And…” Ohno continued.
“And?” asked Nino.
“You are my other wing” he said. Kissing his cheek gently and hugging him tight.
They hugged each other until the snow started falling from the sky, making the view more beautiful. Ohno was grateful he had Nino here, to complete his life.
THE END
*lirics by Westlife “That where you find love”
A/N : Minnaaa,, thank you so much for reading this Fic. This is my first chaptered fic, I'm really happy reading your comment., Thanks for always support me to finish this. Jyaa, Mata nee ^^