[One shot] Definitely belonged to each other
Title: Definitely belonged to each other
Pairing: Ryoda
Rating: Pg-16 (?)
Genre: Romance, Drama
Disclaimer: Only that Shinji Guy is mine. Sad.
Warning: Mentions of sex/raping, violent
Summary: If someone forced you to something, and you know it is bad and you didn’t want it, but you can’t do anything about it, what then? Ueda had this problem.
A/N: It's un-beta-ed so there will mistakes in it cause english isn't my native language.
Maybe I made Tat-chan bit too weak in here? xD This fic based on the idea to write something EXTRA CUTE. And yeah… this is the result… xD Not extra cute but no angst! Yaiy xD
Ryo ran through the whole Jimusho. Screaming the name of KAT-TUN’s U. He kicked some juniors and seniors out of the way and screamed every second louder. He was about to open the door of the KAT-TUN room but he was too slow and someone inside of the room opened the door. It crashed straight into his face.
Ryo yelped in pain and fell on his butt. Ueda who stood in the door rushed immediately to him with a worried look. Ryo had nosebleed, Ueda ran into the KAT-TUN Room and came with a tissue back. He gave it to Ryo and asked:
“So what’s the matter? Why do you crying my name through the whole Jimusho?”
“AS IF YOU DIDN’T KNOW!”
Ueda chuckled a bit but hide it very good. Jin came from the KAT-TUN Room and dragged Kame with him. He grinned deeply and Kame just sighed.
“Just see Ueda and became nosebleed?” Jin asked sarcastically.
“You can say so if you looked back to my morning” Ryo said serious.
Jin was of course curious and Ryo began to tell how his morning began. He woke up like every morning. But Ueda wasn’t there; he was already in the Jimusho because he had to be there earlier than Ryo. Ryo didn’t mind it but he missed him but that wasn’t important ( 8DDD ). He turned around to get up and saw a laptop. Next to him on the bedside table was Ueda’s Laptop opened and on. There was an open window but Ryo didn’t saw it clear first. And then his nose bled like hell.
In the window was a gif-picture from Ueda rolling his hips sexy as hell, he smirked there and it was from the BTR Con. Ryo’s nosebleeds didn’t seem to stop.
“HIME! DON’T DARE TO TURN ME ON LIKE THAT AGAIN! I CAN’T THINK CLEAR THE WHOLE TIME SINCE THEN!” Ryo screamed at him. Ueda just laughed, and kissed him lightly on his cheeks. Kame sighed again and pulled Jin back to the room again and left the other couple alone. Ryo grumped a bit but the truth was he loved that picture and he saved it sure in his secrets folders. He thought about a punishment and started to tickle him.
Yes Ueda loved the time he could spend with Nishikido Ryo. And no one could destroy his happiness he thought at that time. But he was wrong.
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Ueda woke up alone. Ryo was in Osaka for a week. It was only the first day but he already missed him. He couldn't help it but to feel lonely. And yes he really felt lonely he hated it to wake up alone. He always woke up earlier than Ryo or in his arms. But when Ryo was in Osaka he felt alone and unprotected although he knew he was old enough to live alone. But in Ryo’s arms he felt simply safe.
He didn’t want but he stood up and went into the bathroom. Fully dressed he noticed he was too early because the other days he always spent time with cuddling and kissing but Ryo wasn’t there. Sad but true. He skipped the breakfast and watched TV.
Suddenly someone knocked on the door and Ueda asked himself who could it be at this time? He opened the door and wished he never touched the door this morning. He tripped backwards away from the person in front of him and then the person punched him. Ueda fell to the ground and held his face. He trembled, the other person shut the door and kicked Ueda in his stomach and Ueda yelped in pain.
“What do you want… Shinji?” he asked while he tried to stand up.
But Shinji grabbed his hairs and pulled him up ignoring his cry. He pinned him against the wall. Ueda struggled but his stomach hurt and he was weaker than him. Shinji was taller than him and very muscular. What was his boxing good for when it didn’t help him now?
“Aren’t you supposed to be still arrested?” Ueda tried to speak serious but it came like a whine. Shinji held his hands above his head with one hand while the other hand began to unzip his Jeans.
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“Yes?” Ueda picked up his phone.
“Ah Tat-chan? Where are you? I tried to call you since 10 minutes but you don’t pick up your phone. That’s why I call you on your house phone.” Kame said.
“Ah. Yeah. My phone is broken down.”
“Eeeeeeh? Whatever but we are waiting for you. Where are you?”
“Ah sorry. I am sick and forget to call. Could you say Manager san? I am very sorry but I have to hang up.” Ueda said fast and cut the line.
Kame sensed something was wrong but maybe Ueda was just sick and want to sleep. He couldn’t know that beside him was that Shinji Guy and that Ueda was crying. Yes he hid it very good.
Ueda’s body was full of bruises, totally abused. He was naked, curling up into a ball with his back to Shinji who was naked as well. In the moment he cut the line Shinji grabbed his hands again and pinned him under him against the bed.
Ueda didn’t say something he knew he can’t do anything about it. He only cried in silence when Shinji began to bite aggressive in his neck again.
“Don’t try to call the police. Before they get me I will beat all your friends up or maybe killed them. You didn’t have a choice. And even don’t tell anyone you will see what happened if you do.” And he smirked. Ueda only cried hoping for an angel to help him… named Ryo.
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The next day he woke up alone again. To his luck Shinji left him after the second round. His whole body hurt. Every move hurt and he limped. He limped very hard. But the worst was his mental condition. He trembled nonstop and was afraid like hell to open the door.
But he had to work. He didn’t tell anyone. He didn’t want someone hurt, especially not his friends and his Ryo. Nobody could help him now. And he cried again, didn’t know what to do.
Ueda was busy with covering the bruises. When it looked good he opened slowly the door and you can say he ran to his car.
He sighed when he arrived at the Jimusho. In the Jimusho he was safe. Ueda entered the KAT-TUN Room doing his best to walk normal. But they noticed that he limped very light. They asked him what happened because Ryo was in Osaka. He couldn’t do anything. Ueda said he fell down the stairs and they believed him. Yes Ueda will protect them. No matter what will happen.
To his bad luck they had a dance rehearsal today. Every move still hurt but he tried his best to hide it. Sometimes he croaked but he always said the dance steps are very difficult.
Finally they finished their work. KAT-TUN packed his things and so Ueda did. All of them knew something was wrong with Ueda. Ueda smiled like every day but today he was very strange. And his smile was forced. Even juniors noticed that. And before KAT-TUN could ask him he was already gone.
He parked his car at his apartment and let out a slight cry as he saw Shinji who sat on his doorstep. Shinji smirked and Ueda want to run away but he couldn’t. He had to protect all his loved persons.
He opened wordless his door and when the door was closed he yelled in pain as Shinji pulled his hair.
“You didn’t tell anyone, right?” he pulled stronger and Ueda shake his head weakly. Shinji smirked and pulled him into his bedroom. And soon Ueda’s apartment was filled with his painful cries and Shinji’s lustful moans.
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Right after, Shinji left the apartment, left an abused, trembling and crying Ueda alone. Once the door was closed Ueda wobbled into the bathroom and washed the touches from that bastard away. He didn’t want to feel him everywhere on his body. He found it disgusting because it wasn’t Ryo.
He looked into the mirror. Yes he washed his touches away but the vestiges were all over his body.
He was covered with marks and bruises, some blood dripped out of the points where he bit him hard. In his lips was a big red wound which bled and didn’t seem to stop.
He cried and then he fainted.
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The next time he opened his eyes his hand was holding tight by another warm hand. It felt good and then he saw Ryo, Ryo who cried and tightened his grip as he noticed that Ueda was awake.
“Eh? Ryo…? What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be in Osaka?”
“I tried to call you but you didn’t pick up your phone. For fucking two days and now I came here to find you unconscious, naked and totally covered with bruises WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED HIME?” Ryo asked/screamed worried.
First Ueda only hugged him, felt his safe arms and inhaled his scent. But he was afraid. He couldn’t tell him. He couldn’t risk that Shinji did something to him. He hugged him tighter and then someone rang at their door. Ueda winced. Ryo wiped his tears away and stood up to open the door but Ueda held the end of his shirt with a worried, teary look. A look which said: ‘I am afraid, I need help I didn’t know what to do.’ Ryo stood there, trying hard to understand Ueda. But then it rang again and a voice shouted: “TATSUYA! I KNOW YOU ARE THERE, OPEN THE DOOR OR I WILL SWEAR I KILL YOU!”
Ueda winced and trembled hard and Ryo knew he had to help him, whatever his problem was he will help him, protect him and made him happy. He opened the door and Shinji burst in.
“Who the hell are you?” they asked each other.
Ueda was at the door of the bedroom and looked worried, couldn’t stand right and leaned against the door. Shinji understood and rushed to Ueda and held him in his strong grip, no chance for Ueda in his weak condition to escape. Ryo immediately went in direction to them but stopped when Shinji said:
“We slept together, about six or seven times in the last days.”
Ryo froze. Ryo saw in Ueda’s face that it wasn’t a lie. And he felt his heart shattered in thousand pieces. Then he remembered the kiss marks on his body. His mind was filled with pain and he couldn’t think clear. And then he suddenly ran out of the apartment.
Ueda stretched his hand and whispered: “Please. Don’t…”
He let his hand fell down.
‘Don’t leave me…’
But it didn’t need more than 10 seconds and Ryo was again in the apartment. Shinji laughed loud about the strange action but stopped as he saw Ryo’s murderous angry face. But he only smirked and tightened his grip on Tatsuya who gasped. Ryo was about to gone to them again but before he reached them Shinji bite Ueda’s neck hard and grabbed his crotch violently. Ueda yelped and cried at the sudden movement. Blood dripped down from his neck and Ryo got furious.
He punched Shinji straight in his face making him let go of Ueda and flew against the table. Ueda fell down and held his neck while sobbing. He didn’t even try to stand up knowing he hadn’t the energy for.
Shinji stood up and beat each other up. But Ryo was inferior. No wonder, Shinji was very big, muscular and even a bit fat. Ryo was small, not so small but compared to Shinji he was, and he was very thin. How could he win against him? Ueda cried in silence, he wanted to help Ryo but he can’t move. His body felt like a stone and every move made him gasped.
As Ryo was pinned down and beaten senseless up Ueda crawled to them only to be kick against the wall. He let a slight cry out, without the energy to cry his full pain out anymore.
“DON’T DARE TO TOUCH MY HIME YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!” Ryo screamed.
At that moment KAT-TN and NEWS came in. Kame, Nakamaru, Tegoshi and Shige ran to Ueda and helped him to sit up. The others ran to Ryo and Shinji. Shinji was kicked and beaten up.
“…How…. How… do you know?”, Ueda asked groaning soft about the pain.
“Ryo called us. We thought we came here to help a feinted Tat-chan instead we came to protect you from that Shinji-Guy. Shinji was the reason for your weird actions?” Kame asked worried.
Suddenly a few police men came in.
Ueda smiled softly as he knew it will finally end now. The police men took Shinji with them and they finally calmed down. While KAT-TN and NEWS helped Ryo to clean the mess they made up, Ueda rested on the coach. When they finished they sat down. They sat close because the living room wasn’t that big. Ueda rested his head on Ryo’s shoulder and Ryo held his shoulder without a sign to let go of it again. Finally Ueda felt safe again.
“Where was that guy?” Ryo asked serious.
Nakamaru explained that he was a crazy fan who stalked Ueda for months and that Ueda nearly got raped that time. But they came in time and he was been arrested.
At the word ‘rape’ Ueda shrugged and Ryo tightened his grip. Ueda smiled softly, he missed this feeling. The feeling to be protected. And he loved Ryo and his friends for this.
“Tat-chan? If you didn’t tell us the next time I will come and beat you up for it.” Koki said while smiling. And Ueda nodded thankful. He should tell them from the beginning. He could always count on his friends. Always.
Later they left. Ueda noticed that Ryo didn’t say anything since Shinji was gone. He only held Ueda’s shoulder. When they were alone Ryo hugged him immediately. He buried his nose in his shoulder and Ueda felt his shirt got wet. Ryo cried in silence. And Ueda hugged him back.
They stayed like that for 5 minutes till Ryo began to talk.
“Hime. Forgive me. I had to protect you but I totally failed. Instead the first I did was: I ran away. Please forgive me…” Ryo sobbed.
Ueda smiled and stroke Ryo’s back gentle.
“No need to felt guilty. It wasn’t you fault and you was confused, but now it is good again. I love you and you proved me your power as you came back. Confused and certainly hurt. I have to say sorry, for not telling you in the beginning...”
Ryo sobbed and pulled Ueda for a kiss. He hugged Ueda the whole night to make clear that he was only his. Nobody should touch him in that way again. Or he will pay for it.
Ueda felt so safe in his arms he couldn’t describe.
They definitely belonged to each other.
End ~
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Ueda: Not that I am not happy but why do you called the police? You didn’t know about the situation, did you?
Jin: We sensed something :DD
Ueda: And then you called the police?
Koki: Not only the police =D
Ueda: -looked out the window-
Police cars, ambulance, fire engine and so on~
Ueda: …….. I haven’t to pay for this, have I? ........