Jul 17, 2004 03:06
who the hell knows...
i was sad last night
sad enough to try
i took out 18 pills 12 percocet 4 tylonal pm and 2 nyquil i didnt expect the tylonal or nyquil to work i thought the 12 percies on top of it might...
either way i didnt expect to wake up this morning
but jeff came over tonight and after fighting with so many people tonight the attention and affection were both much appriciated... i dont feel as bad now... and he wants to spend more time with me... he makes me feel good...
i dont want to fuck this one up too