I HATE ME
Ever had a moment when you think you are going to be all right... And then... BAM! Things happen and bring you back to that time when you were miserable all over again?
I am having that kind of moment... I was fine a couple months ago... But lately... I don't know... I have just been thinking about my past a lot... I've cried myself to sleep a few times... Sometimes I feel as if I am hopeless... How am I to deal? I don't want to go and burden my friends and family because they have heard it all before and are probably tired of me talking about the same things...
But I feel as though I am reaching the end of my rope...
I wish there were an easy way to sort this out... Maybe I need closure... I thought I had it... But apparently I don't... How do I approach the subject? Where and how could I begin?
I am having that kind of moment... I was fine a couple months ago... But lately... I don't know... I have just been thinking about my past a lot... I've cried myself to sleep a few times... Sometimes I feel as if I am hopeless... How am I to deal? I don't want to go and burden my friends and family because they have heard it all before and are probably tired of me talking about the same things...
But I feel as though I am reaching the end of my rope...
I wish there were an easy way to sort this out... Maybe I need closure... I thought I had it... But apparently I don't... How do I approach the subject? Where and how could I begin?