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I've lost family members, ve lost friends of little account, ve lost s best friends, ve lost my love, so much of every thing, and I've lost bystanders who pretends very very much, I've lost dates I've had, much much more but it seemed that there is just too much bystanders in my life, too congested, I can't see him in the crowds, for I hope, I pray the last won't be any by standers I've commonly met around.
So much today of my little fingers and heart to ask the truth that I know it would hurt me enough and eventually after reading over and over again over those meaningless messages and advices given from H, it got me up, I know how foolish I was to not be awoken by today, but totally today, TOTALLY. I mean you've stepped in my life, yes you ever did, and what is the fuckin point of me texting asking you over your condition and hurting my own self, so WAKE UP god damn it! WAKE UP!!
Envisaging my own condition, I am just not just stable yet. Meaning to say, I can't do this on my own, you gotta help me H, let's pull through this together, shall we? :)
So much today of my little fingers and heart to ask the truth that I know it would hurt me enough and eventually after reading over and over again over those meaningless messages and advices given from H, it got me up, I know how foolish I was to not be awoken by today, but totally today, TOTALLY. I mean you've stepped in my life, yes you ever did, and what is the fuckin point of me texting asking you over your condition and hurting my own self, so WAKE UP god damn it! WAKE UP!!
Envisaging my own condition, I am just not just stable yet. Meaning to say, I can't do this on my own, you gotta help me H, let's pull through this together, shall we? :)