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So to DAY it was spent nicely. Thanks for the secret recipe? okay I am confused over how 'receipe' or 'recipe' is spell out yet nevertheless it is just the way it is. okay CRAP. Besides, I just wana say I met people who are absolute or how should I say, great perceptions, great personalities, which I admire. With pleasure, I hope this people inspire him to be like them. Not literally have their characteristics but, BUT ok at least change to some one which every one looks into a good way. I know it ain't easy yo but you can make a choice if you want to. So Initially, I planned to jot this all down in a beautifully created creatively by me journal. Yet I don't know what is lagging me to do so. Maybe perhaps soon I suppose so. I SHOULD! I have so much say that when it comes to posting up I'd be blank out for the entire minute I think soon counting down from now. So it appears that, thoughts came by just abruptly over 'us' while four of us were in the car when one of us was driving me home, complex I know. Those thoughts were evil I tell you. It disturbed my intellect,heart,so it played a role of the devil. It fears me alot thinking about 'us' when it is gonna happen again some time soon. Looking upon those two people who have had great perception towards life as it is, it made me look at 'us', saying WHAT IF THIS, WHAT IF THAT,HOW, WHEN. It just runs in mind telling me to take it easy on this. If it were to happen again. I know people do make mistakes and they need second,third,fourth,chances, but yet it's just spine-chilling yo. I apologise. This time, it's hard to beg me, OKAY not literally BEG as in BEG BEG but PLEASE okay PLEASE is the word, yeah PLEASE me. Second thoughts, devil plays around my mind telling they ought to have better people who deserve who I and he deserve to be together then few minutes later when the car have stopped to my destination known which is HSH, those pictures of thoughts perished. Here it leaves me confusion. OKAY OKAY besides, that story is put aside for the moment alright. I have set goals for 2010 already, more to come. It shan't be said out loud here but in my own beautifully done creative creatively done journal soon to come. Anyways, Happy New Year,I'm off:)