(no subject)
I'm really glad that I thought we were "trying" and it turns out that I'm the only one that was ever really trying. I'm really glad that you don't even want me. I'm really glad that you lead me on the believe that you and I were something that could be again. I'm really glad that you tell me you are alone when I can fucking hear her talking. I'm just really glad that now, I don't even know when the last time you told me the truth was. I'm so glad that this happened. I'm really glad that I deserve this.