Mind Over Matter
With much time and effort, i have scouried the crevices of the internet in search for a music video in which i had my heart set upon *holds hand to heart* however, it twould seem, i am out of luck. I will not however give up, not just yet...
"A nap sounds really really good. If only…
Bleh. I’ve been feeling nauseas all day. *frowns* I really don’t want to be sick, so you know what? I’m just going to pretend I’m not. Yup and I will too. I’ll be stubborn and walk around extra lots and every time I sneeze I’ll exclaim loudly, “I’m not fucking sick and no body better tell me bleeding differently!” This is my plan and I will carry out this plan with such force that I will have convinced my stupid body otherwise and then, and then I wont be sick!! *Shakes a mighty fist!* I will conquer, damnit. I will if it kills me, which, it might. *ponders* no, I’m immortal. Which is why I’m not sickly. Immortals don’t get sick *sticks out tongue* so don’t be all concerned and tell me all those things about lots of fluids and hot soup, cause I’m not sick."
-an excerpt from a e-mail i sent my Precious yesterday. I read it over again today and i cant help but be amused at myself. *twiddles fingers* Sweet Lucifer, i am bored. ..Such pretty little lies one does tell herself...
So, when i become unbelievably bored i often find myself looking up definitions to words, usually words i already know the meaning to but out of shear boredom, look up regardless. And yesterday i was listening to vicarious by TooL and I looked up the exact definition of the word Vicarious and I found this (Vicariously medicine occurring in an unexpected part of body: occurring in or performed by an unexpected part of the body, for example, menstrual bleeding in the breasts, nose, or sweat glands) Umm, ewwww. *wrinkles nose* how would that happen? Its bad enough that I have to deal with it in the vaginal area but sweat glands? I’m calling that immoral. I do hope I never have to deal with something as complicated as that *shakes head*.
NE way. It tis a Friday and i plan to busy myself with an unhealthy amount of movies. so night night.
"A nap sounds really really good. If only…
Bleh. I’ve been feeling nauseas all day. *frowns* I really don’t want to be sick, so you know what? I’m just going to pretend I’m not. Yup and I will too. I’ll be stubborn and walk around extra lots and every time I sneeze I’ll exclaim loudly, “I’m not fucking sick and no body better tell me bleeding differently!” This is my plan and I will carry out this plan with such force that I will have convinced my stupid body otherwise and then, and then I wont be sick!! *Shakes a mighty fist!* I will conquer, damnit. I will if it kills me, which, it might. *ponders* no, I’m immortal. Which is why I’m not sickly. Immortals don’t get sick *sticks out tongue* so don’t be all concerned and tell me all those things about lots of fluids and hot soup, cause I’m not sick."
-an excerpt from a e-mail i sent my Precious yesterday. I read it over again today and i cant help but be amused at myself. *twiddles fingers* Sweet Lucifer, i am bored. ..Such pretty little lies one does tell herself...
So, when i become unbelievably bored i often find myself looking up definitions to words, usually words i already know the meaning to but out of shear boredom, look up regardless. And yesterday i was listening to vicarious by TooL and I looked up the exact definition of the word Vicarious and I found this (Vicariously medicine occurring in an unexpected part of body: occurring in or performed by an unexpected part of the body, for example, menstrual bleeding in the breasts, nose, or sweat glands) Umm, ewwww. *wrinkles nose* how would that happen? Its bad enough that I have to deal with it in the vaginal area but sweat glands? I’m calling that immoral. I do hope I never have to deal with something as complicated as that *shakes head*.
NE way. It tis a Friday and i plan to busy myself with an unhealthy amount of movies. so night night.