grief.
No where else to post this that I feel comfortable.
Everything hurts.
Everyone leaves.
I've never been more alone.
I'm so angry at my family and at my dad; for so many reasons. Feelings of grief mixed with feelings of anger for disowning me without me knowing. So much anger at my stepmom. So much misery. I don't want to go outside or interact with people. I wish I could disappear- but, you know, money. I'm trapped and miserable and alone.
And so, so lost.
Everything hurts.
Everyone leaves.
I've never been more alone.
I'm so angry at my family and at my dad; for so many reasons. Feelings of grief mixed with feelings of anger for disowning me without me knowing. So much anger at my stepmom. So much misery. I don't want to go outside or interact with people. I wish I could disappear- but, you know, money. I'm trapped and miserable and alone.
And so, so lost.