hey there all!

[satinslover]

so i really am comin back home...at the end of the month if not sooner if i can swing it!

cant wait to see the homies!

oh yea and im comin home a single gurl!

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[satinslover]

nope...i guess the man i left him for was that guy...not him!

[satinslover]

a great guy! that i was with for like 2 years! oh i mean i left a great guy for him...fuck i dont know how to talk!

[satinslover]

yea that guy...i didnt know that you knew about him!

[satinslover]

oh yea...well see i ferget the things that i write about in here sometimes!

this guys problem was that i cheated on him when i got down here in august...and he cant seem to let it go...and he says that im too much of a bitch!

so now his moms payin for me to go home!

[satinslover]

yea well i did it and i cant take it back...but he told me many times that he was tryin to get over it...i think that his mom had a large part to do with his decision! fuck shes wants me outa his life so bad that shes willin to pay for me to leave!

and i have been tryin my hardest to earn back that trust. i have even acted like somone im not to try and win him back...and the thing was that i thought it was workin...we were soo happy lately! but i guess hes just a better actor then i thought!

and its not like he was always loyal to me...when we were together b4 he cheated on me...and after that happened this time he fucked one of his friends!

and the fact that im a bitch! he knew that when i came down here...i guess he just isnt the guy for me if he cant deal with that small part of who i am! travis sure as fuck could! but i fcuked that one over big time!

[satinslover]

i am a bitch just cuz i am! i just have a tendincy to act bitchy to people!

and travis...no i fucked that one over big time!

well more like dirk(the guy down here) helped me fuck that one over...we were friends when i came down here and talked all the time...and then dirk heard something he didnt like and called him and told him that he was goin to kick his ass!

so now travis doesnt wanna have anything to do with me...hell he told me he would get a restrainin order against us if we ever contacted him again!

and i did last night...but i havent gotten a response back yet...so i hope he wasnt serious about that!

well see what happens though!

[satinslover]

its my fault cuz i was the one that told dirk the things that he didnt wanna hear..cuz travis was sayin shit about him...i guess thatll teach me to open my big mouth!