Title: Love - Sequel to “
Twins”
Author: Satin O Moonbeam
Summary: The night continued.
Warning: NC-17 for M/M sex, twincest
Author's note: I was supposed to check it again to see if there's anything else to change. But, just can't be bothered ;p
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They went to bed after Alex had taken care of Andre’s wounds and bruises. They had been sharing the same bed ever since the day they were born and they couldn’t even stand to sleep on a bed without each other. Andre drifted off quickly after bearing so much pain. Alex understood, he was tired too, watching as his own brother suffered but weren’t able to help, that was no difference from killing him. Every scar and bruise their father had left on Andre, Alex could feel them in his heart and on his body. They had left marks on Andre, but also burnt invisibly yet equally painfully on Alex.
He would rather he suffered than Andre, but he knew Andre wouldn’t let him suffer on his own, so they would be both suffering.
Alex looked at Andre’s face; the face that always seemed to be younger and prettier. People said they couldn’t identify the two of them, but Alex could tell them the differences, that Andre looked more like the pretty boy type, and he looked like a big man. Besides that and their characteristics, Alex didn’t want any more differences between him and Andre.
He touched the pale face lightly, not wanting to disturb him. The dried tears marks were wiped away, but Alex could still see them on Andre’s face, like they were the reminders for him that he had once let his brother suffered greatly, that he should take him away from this “family” when he had enough money to have a life in Orlando with Andre and away from this sickened and twisted house.
Andre had always liked there so much, with lots of theme parks and stuff,
It sounded so- “Andre”.
Alex sighed, looking at his brother breathing lightly smoothed his heart and he hugged him in his arms and fell asleep, drifted into the dream where Andre was waiting.
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There was a cry, a loud and desperate cry and Alex woke up in a mere second. He looked around, making sure that the room looked normal and the door was still sealed shut before he turned and looked at Andre, who was sweating and panting next to him, eyes went wide.
‘It’s just a dream, Andre, you’re alright,’ people said twins knew what each other thoughts, well that’s true, between them any way. He could even feel Andre’s heartbeat next to his heart, he could feel his pain, feel his joy, and he knew Andre’s got a nightmare without really “knowing” it. He hugged him softly and Andre buried his head in his chest.
‘It felt so real,’ Andre whispered and Alex stroked his back and comforted him. They stayed like this for a few minutes until he noticed it was 3 in the morning. He gave a little distance between them and held Andre’s face in his palm.
‘I’m always here,’ he assured him and Andre nodded with a little smile forming on his lips. They were looking at each other, and Alex’s eyes moved to Andre’s lips, wanting to feel them, kiss them, to know how sweet they were. He gulped down the objecting voice in his head and leaned forward.
Alex kissed him.
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Alex kissed me.
Andre was surprised and he didn’t move at all, simply letting Alex kissed him. He had never thought that Alex would kiss him. The desires towards Alex had been pushed into the abyss of his heart that even he couldn’t easily find it. And now, with one little kiss, they were all on the surface of the water, floating freely.
But then Alex pulled away.
He looked at Andre with guilt in his hazel eyes.
‘Sorry,’ Alex muttered and turned around, ready to sleep again. Andre had refused him, not really, but he didn’t kiss him back so Alex took it as a refusal. His heart sank into the deepest and the lowest and ached painfully. When he was about to lay down on the bed, Andre grabbed his wrist lightly, and Alex stopped but he didn’t turn back.
‘Isn’t there suppose to be a sequel for that?’ Andre asked in a small but playful tone and Alex thought he saw thousands of lights igniting in his heart. He turned around to face Andre, slowly a little smile formed. Andre was blushing, eyes looking at the bed sheet, his fingers still holding his wrist lightly.
It’d never felt this good before, with Andre’s fingers clinging onto his wrist.
‘There is, depends on if you want it,’ he replied and all he saw was Andre’s warm smile before their lips met. Alex cupped Andre’s face and returned the kiss deeply. He knew this was Andre’s first kiss, and he had regretted to give out his own first kiss to some flirty chick. They slowly lay back on the bed with Alex on top of Andre, still kissing, caressing each other. Alex carefully took off Andre’s t-shirt and kissed his body, tracing every inch of his soft pale skin, stopping for once in a while when bandages came between his lips and the velvety skins and placed little kisses on it. Andre closed his eyes and felt Alex’s lips wondering on his body, moaning under his breath when Alex made him feel so good.
Then he felt Alex stopped and he opened his eyes to see Alex looking down at him with a warm smile on his face. Andre smiled at him and reached up to touch his cheek. He caressed his face, looking into his eyes, and he leaned in to kiss him on the lips.
‘I love you,’ Andre whispered when he pulled back, but they stayed close, merely an inch between their lips and Alex smiled and his lips moved in to touched Andre’s.
‘I love you, too,’ Andre felt that the burden on his shoulders for almost all his life was gone. He felt so light, so happy. He only wished that this moment would never pass, wished that the time would stop for the two of them.
‘Will you,’ Alex pulled back to look at Andre’s brown eyes; just like looking in the mirror, seeing the prettier version of himself. ‘Be mine.’ Andre nodded with a smile forming, knowing full well that he would always be Alex’s.
‘Be gentle, though,’ Andre gave him another smile, a more nervous one and Alex nodded carefully. He didn’t want to rush thing, but this just seemed to be the right time for them; after spending their whole lives together, after they’d been through so many things, all the happiness, all the moments they treasured, even all the tears they had shed, it felt like the right time.
Alex wouldn’t deny that he was also nervous; this was obviously their first time sex, not that Alex hadn’t look up to it before, but there were differences between watching and actually doing, he just wanted Andre to enjoy the moment.
They kissed again like they had to make up for each other for not kissing in the pervious times of their lives. Alex then leaned over to the bedside table and took out a little lube from the bottom drawer. He met Andre’s eyes again and he saw a quirked eyebrow and Alex smiled nervously.
‘I’ll explain later,’ he waved it off and took off his and Andre’s boxers. They had seen each other naked every day, but the reason for that was completely different from now. Alex poured a little lube on his hands and rubbed to make it a bit warmer. He could feel that Andre’s heart was jumping so rapidly that he could almost see it. He slowly lifted up Andre’s legs, carefully not wanting to add more pain on his dislocated knee, and placed them on his shoulder. Alex looked at Andre, after seeing a small nod, he slid a finger in.
Andre moaned at the strange new feeling and shut his eyes. It felt good, but meanwhile the pain was also overwhelming him. Alex stopped abruptly as he heard his brother moaned, but when he saw the look on his face, he kept his movement in a slower pace. Alex too closed his eyes and listened to Andre’s constant small moaning and he could feel himself getting hard. Alex then slid in two more fingers and he swore he heard Andre swore at that. They opened their eyes at the same time and looked at each other. Andre’s face was flushing and he was panting, moaning. Alex was panting too because of the Andre in front of him; he looked so pure, so innocent, yet tempting and alluring. And for now, he was already so hard that it almost hurt, and Andre seemed to know it because he looked him in the eyes and nodded.
‘You can…’ Andre whispered and moaned when Alex’s fingers hit his prostate. Alex couldn’t hold back anymore and moaned after Andre’s, the view in front of him was just too much. He pulled out his finger and replaced with his own hard manhood.
He really wanted to thrust in quick and hard and got off as fast as he wanted to, but he also knew that it would only leave Andre hurting. So he pushed in slowly instead and he saw Andre’s eyes shut tightly and his hands helplessly held onto the bed sheet, so tight that his knuckles all went white.
Alex hated this part; watching Andre in pain again, but it was he who was bringing him the pain. Andre opened his eyes and looked at him, moaning as Alex pulled out and pushed in again. They moaned at the same time as Alex hit Andre’s prostate. Andre arched up, wanting more; Alex smiled at that and pushed him down; he wasn’t going to let him get off this easy after making him wait for his entire life.
‘Alex…’ Alex kept his slow pace, enjoying every moment teasing his brother to no end and watching him arching up for more. Andre moaned, and he opened his eyes and gave Alex a weak glare before closing abruptly as Alex pushed in hard into him.
‘Tell me, Andre,’ he said lightly while still thrusting him slowly.
‘Stop… teasing,’ He opened his eyes and looked at Alex looking back at him. Alex gave him a playful smirk before he pulled out half way and stopped, and Andre swore, weakly.
‘Say that again?’ Alex looked at Andre who was panting, trying to calm himself down and arched up to kept Alex moving, but he was pushed down again.
‘Please, now…’ Andre begged and Alex smiled.
‘I’ve been waiting for that,’ he pushed in hard and Andre moaned, a little bit too loud that he covered his mouth immediately. Alex gently pulled away his hands and pressed them above his head. He moved faster, pushing in harder and Andre tried to lower his voice but the moans all came out the same.
‘God, Alex… John, will know…’ Andre protested and tried to move his hands but Alex reached down and kissed him. His moans were melted in the kiss, sounds were muffled and with a hard push, Andre came between their hot bodies and he contracted around Alex, causing him to come inside of him.
They stayed still for a brief moment before Alex pulled out and rolled to lie next to Andre. Andre was panting, his face was flushed red under the moonbeam; Alex was breathing hard, he couldn’t believe he just did that. It was so fucking amazing.
‘That’s-’ that was all Andre could say after the hot sex, his bottom was hurting, and he felt Alex’s cum sliding out of him but he didn’t mind. He knew he was now truly Alex’s.
‘Yeah,’ Alex took a deep breathe before he turned his head and looked at Andre, who was looking at him.
‘I love you, Andre.’ Alex whispered and he saw a little smile on Andre’s face.
‘I love you, more,’ Alex smiled and kissed him, again.
‘I know,’ they belonged to each other now, and forever.
End.