the sly silver fox makes his money telescamming notch babies.
so believe in me believe in me believe
if you think I'll let you down well I won't
they can fire everything they've got
and when you think I'm sunk
I will float on and on.
-"You Won't Know"
Brand New
I love this song...
So, this is the first post in a while. I know no one reads it, though. I don't care. It's for me. I won't read my older posts, not now. I was tempted at first to see how happy I was when I had last written. But I won't, not now.
This is the first day of being single in almost 14 months. I don't like it, right now I feel like I would put up with any bullshit you can imagine to just feel loved. It's pathetic. But this break up will feel like a big mistake, a big fuck up at first, I know. It's natural.
But I have my ways of healing myself. They are usually slow and contemplative, but one day a thought enters my head, and it's just all clear and calm again.
I don't think I should write details about anything about that relationship here, though.
if you think I'll let you down well I won't
they can fire everything they've got
and when you think I'm sunk
I will float on and on.
-"You Won't Know"
Brand New
I love this song...
So, this is the first post in a while. I know no one reads it, though. I don't care. It's for me. I won't read my older posts, not now. I was tempted at first to see how happy I was when I had last written. But I won't, not now.
This is the first day of being single in almost 14 months. I don't like it, right now I feel like I would put up with any bullshit you can imagine to just feel loved. It's pathetic. But this break up will feel like a big mistake, a big fuck up at first, I know. It's natural.
But I have my ways of healing myself. They are usually slow and contemplative, but one day a thought enters my head, and it's just all clear and calm again.
I don't think I should write details about anything about that relationship here, though.