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I haven't written a real live journal in a long time, so here goes:
the last couple of weeks have been, to say the least, rough. Othello nearly killed me, I cant believe how amazing my crew was for lysistrata and how shity they were for Othello. I have never worked with a more inept group of people. the cast was amazing and I loved them but Jesus H. Christ the crew sucked. I've decided not to stage manage again, it's too much for me and I really want to act. also the boy has been stressing me out immensely. I was all confused about how I felt and why I felt that way, and thought for a week or so that I was seriously broken and that I hadn't even realized it. Now I've come to a conclusion, I can do better. way better, I'm cute and smart and funny, he is none of the above, he's mildly attractive, and kinda smart and not very funny. he's also ridiculously closed, and I'm not about that. So I'm breaking it off, I feel really good about this decision. I'm happy that I can say no, and that I can realize mediocrity when I see it. I'm not going to settle, being single is better than being with someone who's not good. besides I'm really good at being single, a skill I've only recently realized is something of value. in other news I saw the new harry potter, and it was amazing, the best movie they've made thus far, I wont tell you any more cause I don’t want to spoil things but yes, go see it and be excited. That’s it really, classes are going well, I think I’ll be all A’s and a B. that’s the way things are looking as of now. And I’m happy about it. All right that’s really all.
the last couple of weeks have been, to say the least, rough. Othello nearly killed me, I cant believe how amazing my crew was for lysistrata and how shity they were for Othello. I have never worked with a more inept group of people. the cast was amazing and I loved them but Jesus H. Christ the crew sucked. I've decided not to stage manage again, it's too much for me and I really want to act. also the boy has been stressing me out immensely. I was all confused about how I felt and why I felt that way, and thought for a week or so that I was seriously broken and that I hadn't even realized it. Now I've come to a conclusion, I can do better. way better, I'm cute and smart and funny, he is none of the above, he's mildly attractive, and kinda smart and not very funny. he's also ridiculously closed, and I'm not about that. So I'm breaking it off, I feel really good about this decision. I'm happy that I can say no, and that I can realize mediocrity when I see it. I'm not going to settle, being single is better than being with someone who's not good. besides I'm really good at being single, a skill I've only recently realized is something of value. in other news I saw the new harry potter, and it was amazing, the best movie they've made thus far, I wont tell you any more cause I don’t want to spoil things but yes, go see it and be excited. That’s it really, classes are going well, I think I’ll be all A’s and a B. that’s the way things are looking as of now. And I’m happy about it. All right that’s really all.