a lack of hatched chickins
last night I went on a date, that’s right I really bonified boy paid good times date. so you may or may not know but we attended a party at Lill’s, nothing fancy, a dinner gathering. and this boy Jon who Lill knows (I'm still not really sure how) was there. when he walked in the door I thought he was cute but due to my lack of flirting abilities didn't really think much of it. he came and ate and then left early. about a 1/2 an hour after he left he calls on lills phone and says "I couldn't forgive my self if I didn't ask for your number" so of course I gave it to him, and last night we went to coffee, it was good, really really good. we got there just before 9pm, I got home around 12:15. it was really good we just talked a lot about anything and everything. there were a few ocword pauses, thought I think that pretty typical for a first date. I talks significantly more then he did, but we both seemed to have a good time. we're going out again on Wednesday so that’s a good sign right? I'm trying not to get ahead of my self, in a good or bad way (i.e. planing our weeding or terrible break up) I'm just gonna take it a day at a time and see what happens. nothing's happened yet, just a lot of good conversation, so I'm doing my best to keep my head on my shoulders and out of the clouds.