Fatigue Without Fucking?
It's been nearly a month since I've last posted. May 9th was the last time, I believe.
So much has happened since. The main thing was being a counselor at Outdoor Ed. Too much fun!! Let's see, what happened...Greg, Zack, Brad, A.J. DAN MY MAN, Michael and Joseph (little bastards), my awesome co-counselor ( snatch! Lol, uh...bitch?) the dances, our hot dance outfits, etc. So much fun stuff happened.
Me and Megan met these two (three, really) guys up there. Greg was the fireman, and we both thought he was cute, but I've lost interest, so Megan has free reign, lol. Zack was the Army man, and he was just a great guy, no sparks or anything. But I did think Brad was cute. He reminds me of someone, though I can't pinpoint it. He's just a really sweet guy and I'd like to hang out with him sometime. Maybe something will come out of it, who knows? ;)
Practice was no fun. Had to wear fucking Camille's cleats which are at least 2 sizes smaller than what I wear. My big toe really hurts and I'm mad at her for having such small feet, though she can't help it. Pissed at Chris for saying he wasn't pointing fingers at body language, but everyone knew he meant me. Really made me want to throw the ball at his head, but refrained, luckily. Some stuff was ok, like catching really bad throws from Morgan (as usual) and making her look bad. Hehe, she totally deserves it.
Like new girl, Crystal? Very sweet. These were the actual words from her mouth when I said I recognized her: "Yeah, you look familiar, too. I remember those long legs." What is with everyone remembering (member! Lol, Megan) my legs? That's like the thing that stands out to people, I guess. EVERYone mentions it. Not a bad thing, I suppose.
Talked to Mom today. She said she spoke with Connor a few days ago at Horton. I wish she knew we don't really speak anymore. I hate to bring it up. She was like, "Oh, the poor guy keeps asking when you'll be back! He's really keen on seeing you again." To which I reply: "Mom, that's not something I look forward to, really. I'm not dating him." Then she completely ignores my blatant response by continuing on about how handsome he is, etc. etc. Terribly annoying.
Saw Mark last night. Was completely hilarious! He kept making the funniest jokes ever, and he's the most serious guy I know. I laughed so hard I cried. Partied for a while, then we made out in his car. He gave me a white rose. Very cute. Also asked me if I would be his gilfriend. Said no, obviously. He got kind of upset and asked why I won't date him. I kindly told him I don't feel a connection like he does and see him as a platonic friend. Then he asked if I make out with all of my platonic guy friends. To this, I had no response. I just kissed him on the cheek and exited his car. Funny night, in all.
My braces come off July 18. Very happy about this. Also the reason why I'm postponing San Diego until I return from my Oregon road trip with Megan. I want to see everyone there without braces, because they all know me with them. I imagine I'll look a bit different without them on. I'm going to take so many pictures that day! And it's different kissing with them, too. Before, I was more aggressive. But braces kind of limit you to being more gentle. It makes you more aware of them. I believe the last person I kissed without braces was Junior. That was a LONG time ago. 26 months ago, about.
I'm so sore lately, and I'm not sure why. I feel so old, and that's not a good sign when I'm turning 17. Usually you feel that when you're turning 77. My knee has been rather painful as well. I don't know where this pain/soreness comes from! Maybe I'm sleepwalking again, and hurting myself in the process. Now that I close my door at night, no one tells me if I've been sleepwalking. It's an extremely eeiry feeling, not knowing if you were up in the middle of the night, doing something that makes you sore. How the fuck do you spell "eeiry"? Maybe that's right...
July 26 is the last time I got laid. That's a really long time! But in all honesty, I'm not really perturbed by it. I'm completely comfortable the way it is. If I suddenly began dating someone, I would wait. Is that weird? I feel like I'm all grown up!! Lol, or maybe it's the other way. I hope it's the former.
Sophie turned one on May 31. My baby is growing up! I'm taking her to the groomer's to get a full-service job.
My birthday is in...23 days. I don't know what to do! I want to have a party, but it's too much effort. I don't know, now that I won't be in San Diego for another couple months. Maybe someone will throw me a surprise party! Hah, most likely not. I want to hang out with a few close friends, get drunk, hopefully. I've still got 23 days to decide.
My mom accidentally let slip that she's buying me a laptop. She could never keep a secret when it comes to my birthday or Christmas. I would have preferred not knowing, to be honest. Then she said she's sending a huge birthday package with it. I'm like, mom, jeez I don't care about presents! I really don't, it's not a big deal. I just like celebrating with friends/family. Which has now got me thinking...
Going to see our girls tomorrow out at Glick! Wonder what I should wear...I feel like something else is happening, though I don't know what it is. It'll come to me.
I'm kind of dissapointed that I don't see Brad in the halls anymore. I saw him like one day and that was it. But every school day is different from the next. Who knows?
Oh God, forgot! Jackie is having a going-away party on the 15th. She wants some older girls to be there to make it cooler, lol. She told me to bring some guys! I laughed, thinking, hmmm, what 17-year old guy would go to a party that has 6,7, 8th graders there? But I'll see, lol. You never know.
Lol, Colin just texted me saying, "Sex." I responded by saying, "I take it you're looking for some?" He hasn't responded yet. He is an odd character. Last time I spoke with him he continually had his hand on my ass, telling me how much he likes it. I think it's safe to assume he may want to get in my pants? Just a guess.
Ran out of my Escada Island Kiss perfume. It was my favorite!! Have to ask Mom to get me more, as she knows where to find it.
Suddenly thinking about the boys from one (actually all) of the surf shops in Coronado. Totally cute, totally sweet. May need to talk to them when I'm there. They loved Sophie, saying she had "a sweet hairdo". That cracked me up, and whenever someone comments on her clip, I think of those guys.
I'm going to go drink a margarita.
Love,
Angie
So much has happened since. The main thing was being a counselor at Outdoor Ed. Too much fun!! Let's see, what happened...Greg, Zack, Brad, A.J. DAN MY MAN, Michael and Joseph (little bastards), my awesome co-counselor ( snatch! Lol, uh...bitch?) the dances, our hot dance outfits, etc. So much fun stuff happened.
Me and Megan met these two (three, really) guys up there. Greg was the fireman, and we both thought he was cute, but I've lost interest, so Megan has free reign, lol. Zack was the Army man, and he was just a great guy, no sparks or anything. But I did think Brad was cute. He reminds me of someone, though I can't pinpoint it. He's just a really sweet guy and I'd like to hang out with him sometime. Maybe something will come out of it, who knows? ;)
Practice was no fun. Had to wear fucking Camille's cleats which are at least 2 sizes smaller than what I wear. My big toe really hurts and I'm mad at her for having such small feet, though she can't help it. Pissed at Chris for saying he wasn't pointing fingers at body language, but everyone knew he meant me. Really made me want to throw the ball at his head, but refrained, luckily. Some stuff was ok, like catching really bad throws from Morgan (as usual) and making her look bad. Hehe, she totally deserves it.
Like new girl, Crystal? Very sweet. These were the actual words from her mouth when I said I recognized her: "Yeah, you look familiar, too. I remember those long legs." What is with everyone remembering (member! Lol, Megan) my legs? That's like the thing that stands out to people, I guess. EVERYone mentions it. Not a bad thing, I suppose.
Talked to Mom today. She said she spoke with Connor a few days ago at Horton. I wish she knew we don't really speak anymore. I hate to bring it up. She was like, "Oh, the poor guy keeps asking when you'll be back! He's really keen on seeing you again." To which I reply: "Mom, that's not something I look forward to, really. I'm not dating him." Then she completely ignores my blatant response by continuing on about how handsome he is, etc. etc. Terribly annoying.
Saw Mark last night. Was completely hilarious! He kept making the funniest jokes ever, and he's the most serious guy I know. I laughed so hard I cried. Partied for a while, then we made out in his car. He gave me a white rose. Very cute. Also asked me if I would be his gilfriend. Said no, obviously. He got kind of upset and asked why I won't date him. I kindly told him I don't feel a connection like he does and see him as a platonic friend. Then he asked if I make out with all of my platonic guy friends. To this, I had no response. I just kissed him on the cheek and exited his car. Funny night, in all.
My braces come off July 18. Very happy about this. Also the reason why I'm postponing San Diego until I return from my Oregon road trip with Megan. I want to see everyone there without braces, because they all know me with them. I imagine I'll look a bit different without them on. I'm going to take so many pictures that day! And it's different kissing with them, too. Before, I was more aggressive. But braces kind of limit you to being more gentle. It makes you more aware of them. I believe the last person I kissed without braces was Junior. That was a LONG time ago. 26 months ago, about.
I'm so sore lately, and I'm not sure why. I feel so old, and that's not a good sign when I'm turning 17. Usually you feel that when you're turning 77. My knee has been rather painful as well. I don't know where this pain/soreness comes from! Maybe I'm sleepwalking again, and hurting myself in the process. Now that I close my door at night, no one tells me if I've been sleepwalking. It's an extremely eeiry feeling, not knowing if you were up in the middle of the night, doing something that makes you sore. How the fuck do you spell "eeiry"? Maybe that's right...
July 26 is the last time I got laid. That's a really long time! But in all honesty, I'm not really perturbed by it. I'm completely comfortable the way it is. If I suddenly began dating someone, I would wait. Is that weird? I feel like I'm all grown up!! Lol, or maybe it's the other way. I hope it's the former.
Sophie turned one on May 31. My baby is growing up! I'm taking her to the groomer's to get a full-service job.
My birthday is in...23 days. I don't know what to do! I want to have a party, but it's too much effort. I don't know, now that I won't be in San Diego for another couple months. Maybe someone will throw me a surprise party! Hah, most likely not. I want to hang out with a few close friends, get drunk, hopefully. I've still got 23 days to decide.
My mom accidentally let slip that she's buying me a laptop. She could never keep a secret when it comes to my birthday or Christmas. I would have preferred not knowing, to be honest. Then she said she's sending a huge birthday package with it. I'm like, mom, jeez I don't care about presents! I really don't, it's not a big deal. I just like celebrating with friends/family. Which has now got me thinking...
Going to see our girls tomorrow out at Glick! Wonder what I should wear...I feel like something else is happening, though I don't know what it is. It'll come to me.
I'm kind of dissapointed that I don't see Brad in the halls anymore. I saw him like one day and that was it. But every school day is different from the next. Who knows?
Oh God, forgot! Jackie is having a going-away party on the 15th. She wants some older girls to be there to make it cooler, lol. She told me to bring some guys! I laughed, thinking, hmmm, what 17-year old guy would go to a party that has 6,7, 8th graders there? But I'll see, lol. You never know.
Lol, Colin just texted me saying, "Sex." I responded by saying, "I take it you're looking for some?" He hasn't responded yet. He is an odd character. Last time I spoke with him he continually had his hand on my ass, telling me how much he likes it. I think it's safe to assume he may want to get in my pants? Just a guess.
Ran out of my Escada Island Kiss perfume. It was my favorite!! Have to ask Mom to get me more, as she knows where to find it.
Suddenly thinking about the boys from one (actually all) of the surf shops in Coronado. Totally cute, totally sweet. May need to talk to them when I'm there. They loved Sophie, saying she had "a sweet hairdo". That cracked me up, and whenever someone comments on her clip, I think of those guys.
I'm going to go drink a margarita.
Love,
Angie