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i wasnt going to say anything about this but its obviously bugging me so i minswell because i would have to think about it any ways... i really love how you all let me know that you wernt going to go to chicago for my birthday.. i dont care that your not going but you could have at least let me know what was going on.. that was all that i had wanted.. i just wanted to know if anyone was interested or not and none of you said anything about it at all... why did you not think that that would bother me...how is it that you dont know me well enought to know that i would get over you not going and thought that by just pretending to not see it i would be less upset...thats part of the reason that im not going to muskegon.. that and that i think that ill have more fun over jennys.... when have i ever been like that... or maybe thats just it that you didnt see it because since im far away i am no lnger an inportant person... maybe thats just it that i am one of those people that you skip over when your going through live journal..... and that hurts .. the thought that im being forgotten... an i know that its not true but it feels like it.. i dont know i dont even care anymore i dont even know what to right its not important... whatever