if only i could talk....
im really tired so ill gess ill make this a short update i just wanted to talk.... i hate that sometimes i keep my emotions inside and dont let them show cause i dont want to show anyone the real me... its just that im so scared that the real me isnt who others want me to be.... im tired of having to play those games of not telling people when im mad at them and doing stupid passive aggressive shit... (this is not about anyone who would read this btw) i dont know.. i cant really think anymore cause i think the medicine is kickin in (ive been caughing up a storm so i took some nyquil... ) goodnight...