..im a dumb kid..
so at what point after working out do you start feeling good about it??? i've been doing it for about 1-2 months, and i'm not feeling an overall pride...like after i do it im like yea, im great, that felt good...but in general, on a day to day basis, i dont feel good about it, i guess i dont feel like anything is changing or improving...dangit.
so for the first time in a LONG time, i'm all excited to learn...very wierd. i dont like school still, and i dread having to wake up. but like i've been doing my stats homework lately and looking through my notes and im getting it, and its kinda cool. today, for who knows what reason, i decided to look through my psych stuff from a couple summers ago when i took my class, yea i kept my notes, atleast the ones i could find, and i want all the notes soooooo bad. i wanna be organized dangit, i want an organized psych folder, chem folder, and math folder...dangit. so i was looking through it and suddenly im remembering stuff i learned and it's too cool. i wanna go to college and start learning new stuff again. i dont think i like learning so much as i like understanding stuff cause it makes you feel pimp. so im looking through all my notes now and im a nerd.
2.5 months....not too far away.
i gotta remember to call up college board and get my SAT scores sent....and i gotta remember to get my community service hours to school for bright futures...i hate my memory.
today was not a bad today, i was content. holler.
so for the first time in a LONG time, i'm all excited to learn...very wierd. i dont like school still, and i dread having to wake up. but like i've been doing my stats homework lately and looking through my notes and im getting it, and its kinda cool. today, for who knows what reason, i decided to look through my psych stuff from a couple summers ago when i took my class, yea i kept my notes, atleast the ones i could find, and i want all the notes soooooo bad. i wanna be organized dangit, i want an organized psych folder, chem folder, and math folder...dangit. so i was looking through it and suddenly im remembering stuff i learned and it's too cool. i wanna go to college and start learning new stuff again. i dont think i like learning so much as i like understanding stuff cause it makes you feel pimp. so im looking through all my notes now and im a nerd.
2.5 months....not too far away.
i gotta remember to call up college board and get my SAT scores sent....and i gotta remember to get my community service hours to school for bright futures...i hate my memory.
today was not a bad today, i was content. holler.