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thank you babe, for making me realise that at the end of the day, what matters most is, you are with the person that you love. and that, he loves you doubly more.
while things will probably never be the same again. i wont lie. i do feel a little bit happier. i do feel like i have less and fewer things to worry about. for as long as my conscience is clear. this has indeed become a lesson to me. i do not have time for overly directed drama.
i am not sure what is the fate of my friendship with the rest of them. but i am here to stay. i will be always be around even when the ice-cream in your hands melt.
and i do not mind if the whole lot of you enjoy children's games.
i often ask -whats wrong with me-
achap said "you need to learn to say things properly. you cant share everything with everyone. you call upon inferiority in others. people dont understand you. how many times have i taught you all these?"
and so i let go. i let go of my need to ensure the people who means alot to me, to stay in my life.
i treasure everyone who comes into my life. but to stay or leave, thats definitely their choice.