Mar 04, 2005 17:20
i have an urgent message for you all, and i demand that you stop what you're doing and listen to me immediately:
zane dempsey, how did things go the other night???
(that is, unless you pulled a j. creager and it was such a catastrophe that you have been shaken to the core of your existence and now have trouble tying your shoes and/or remembering to open doors before you walk through them)
I like to be retrospective sometimes, and this journal thing is the perfect vehicle for doing so. Last week i was running at full speed with my chin held high because i thought that perhaps i had met someone i could develop a relationship with and had done reasonably well on my block exams. What really turns out is that i never had a chance with the girl and i did very good on 2 and pretty suck on the other 2 (Still have a modest GPA though for a change!)
but hey, nobody's perfect
I'm home for the weekend, which should be nice getting to sleep late and do nothing except study cardiology (grrr) and watch ESPNEWS loops until 2 in the morning. I might even get to play golf with my dad this weekend and try out the new irons i bought last month. Speaking of last month, FEBRUARY IS OVER! WOOHOOOO! what a stupid month. it's even spelled stupid. there's way too many Rs in there to be not stupid. this paragraph is stupid. moving on
So now march is upon us. College basketball in all of its glory (except Murray getting put out of the OVC tourney the other day and not making the big dance boooo), it finally starts to warm up. Daylight savings time is the 1st week of april so it's light more. And the best thing about march is that it's NOT ferbrurarry. Maybe next year's 2nd month won't be as crap as the last 10 have been for me
Keeping with the retrospective theme, March the 6th will be the official 1 year point of being a totally single guy. 3/6/04 was the day amanda moved out and i retained the lease at our old apartment. I was kind of whiney about things last night to one of my friends and by the end of the talk i was mad. not at her, but at me for even thinking about it. Us splitting up has been, and will continue to be until something miraculous happens, the most positive event in my life. It's funny to think that the worst time in my life yields my best time ahead. I hope the old ball and chain is doing well wherever she is and hope she listens to that maroon 5 song that says "its not always rainbows and butterflies; it's compromise that moves us along" and maybe it will make sense to her. if it never does, i feel sorry for the guy she will eventually drag down with her.
Well children, i think i'm going to go take a nap. Maybe even do a little bit of nothing.
Boondock Saints is an awesome movie by the way
Cheers