a little something for the rabenhorst competition.
This is my poor poor attempt to make something for the competition. I hate to show anything I make to anyone. And now it's out in the public! D: Well. I just have to hope that anyone who knows me IRL won't read it. My first idea was to compose a song for this competition, but it turned out that I could never play my music to ayone. When I try to make something that would be for someone else to listen to, my head wants to explode, because I want to make it perfect. And let me tell you, Im not perfect in composing.
Same thing with this - whatever it is.. I really wanted to give something to my favourite writers seinen_no and fonulyn ! Atleast they can laugh at this if nothing else 8D I have to warn you that it is definately something out of ordinary.. It's written from Kaoru's POV.
Bears don't fuck with rabbits.
Birds don't fuck with fish.
I think,
even humans are different species.
You have to find your own kind from this world.
I myself am a - what am I?
I guess you find out only when you meet someone identical.
One day I met this kid who was very stubborn,
he was like a bull.
From that moment I knew he was like me.
Or rather,
he was interesting and I found out later we were alike.
Soon, before I even noticed,
we were fucking like rabbits.
Only we were bulls.
You came to my place and we'd be safe there.
It was like we were a real couple living together,
we were playing house.
And so it happened.
What used to be only satisfying carnal needs,
was turning into something that included a certain emotion,
love.
Love should be simple,
two people who make each other happy,
but it never is. Especially if the love is forbidden.
We knew from the very beginning that we'd get caught eventually,
but it never stopped us.
So it happened.
We were placed in an awful situation,
we'd have to leave each other,
or our existing lifes outside the relationship would vanish.
My career as a teacher would go to waste,
and you'd never be able to go home to your parents.
All because of a stupid little mistake,
we got broken apart.
You sacrificed everything you had,
only because of me.
One would say, actions mean more than a thousand words.
Well, that one is right.