Jun 21, 2002 20:03
Hiya, I know I haven't really kept this up. But I have had a lot of stuff on my mind lately. One, I haven't been feeling quite like my self lately. Two, my family is becoming more of a pain in my ass, then they should be.
My grandparents have split personalities, one min they are cool with me and my friends, the next they say I can't have a social life. They won't even let be in the same room as my cousin Matt with out saying were going to do stuff. *grossed out* God they need to learn I'm not some whore they think I am, just cause of the way I dress *if ya can't tell I had way too much time to get mad about this.* Sorry for all the complaining.
My dad got into an arguement with my grandparents to keep it so I could hang out with my best friends. I don't think I'll ever be allowed to see my best friends again. Since my grandparents decided that is one of them moved in with their boyfriend, out of marrage. That I couldn't see them after that. God, they live in the fucking Ice age campared to me. And I was always told, to live with some one before you marry them, so that you know what the person is really like. It's not like, they are bad people or anything. I love being with my best friends, and they the coolest people I know. They never have done anything to hurt me or to hurt my little sister. If I had a choice, I probaly choose my best friends over my family. Which is kinda bad, putting i'm usually always the family first type of person. Oh well. Nothing I can do about it now.
I guess now that I'm thru with my pissed off time. I'll try to be happy.
And Jess if you read this. Please call me. I don't even know what the hell is going to happen from now on. But if you can call me or come by work.
I'll try and keep this thing up, but I dunno if I can.
So Later.
Jen