Getting that useless feeling
So I have a huge issue with not working.
I am currently on maternity leave, and for the last year and a half I have only worked part time 10 - 18 hours a week. At night so I can stay home with my son and watch him during the day. I will be returning to work after the new year cause I feel better at least working the small amount that I do.
I feel useless. However, by the time Harley comes home I am exhausted. I have been doing laundry, cleaning and trying to unpack everything while both of them are asleep or when I corral one of them and the other is asleep.
I just have a lot of guilt for not doing more, and for feeling/being exhausted when my husband come home and he is exhausted.
Bahh just some baggage I have to deal with I guess.
Edit: Harley always says that my job is the children, and never ever makes me feel bad about it. I just have a guilt issue for not doing more income earning.
I am currently on maternity leave, and for the last year and a half I have only worked part time 10 - 18 hours a week. At night so I can stay home with my son and watch him during the day. I will be returning to work after the new year cause I feel better at least working the small amount that I do.
I feel useless. However, by the time Harley comes home I am exhausted. I have been doing laundry, cleaning and trying to unpack everything while both of them are asleep or when I corral one of them and the other is asleep.
I just have a lot of guilt for not doing more, and for feeling/being exhausted when my husband come home and he is exhausted.
Bahh just some baggage I have to deal with I guess.
Edit: Harley always says that my job is the children, and never ever makes me feel bad about it. I just have a guilt issue for not doing more income earning.