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ok i know its been a while but i need to get this out and i dont know why...
i went to a party not too long ago and met up with someone i really liked. i was with a friend and she liked my friend.... ok not too big of a deal.... we drank, i got really depressed and forced someone to take me home, i got home, went to bed and all was...... ok........ then today i find out that he fucked her! man if THAT didnt make my day........ now hes got her, his ex and some other girl on him... i really hate hot guys! i hate this society! i hate myself! im tireed of all this shit! whenever someone says to me "youre too good of a friend" te only thing i can think of is : so now im not even worthy of the truth! just tell me im ugly and to fuck off,ill be fine" but no..... does anyone else think that that respnse id bullshit??? i do! im sorry for all who have read this and thought "what a whiny emo bastard" but oh well i needed to get it out!
i went to a party not too long ago and met up with someone i really liked. i was with a friend and she liked my friend.... ok not too big of a deal.... we drank, i got really depressed and forced someone to take me home, i got home, went to bed and all was...... ok........ then today i find out that he fucked her! man if THAT didnt make my day........ now hes got her, his ex and some other girl on him... i really hate hot guys! i hate this society! i hate myself! im tireed of all this shit! whenever someone says to me "youre too good of a friend" te only thing i can think of is : so now im not even worthy of the truth! just tell me im ugly and to fuck off,ill be fine" but no..... does anyone else think that that respnse id bullshit??? i do! im sorry for all who have read this and thought "what a whiny emo bastard" but oh well i needed to get it out!