AJ's leaving
Swt16Kis [7:03 PM]: speaking of that ur sweet 16 this year my farewell 17
Swt16Kis [7:03 PM]: this summer
BlackRainbow1088 [7:03 PM]: no, where are you going?
Swt16Kis [7:04 PM]: Military
Swt16Kis [7:04 PM]: basic traning then im off for 2 years
BlackRainbow1088 [7:06 PM]: u can't leave me.... u know i still need u... as much as i don't show it
Swt16Kis [7:06 PM]: baby
Swt16Kis [7:06 PM]: ill always be here in spirit
Swt16Kis [7:06 PM]: and ill be back in time for ur graduation katie
Swt16Kis [7:06 PM]: u dont need me anymore ure all grown up Katie Beth
BlackRainbow1088 [7:07 PM]: just becuz I'm older now doesn't mean that I don't need friends
Swt16Kis [7:08 PM]: im not ur friend
Swt16Kis [7:08 PM]: im ur blood
Swt16Kis [7:08 PM]: ur my little sister
BlackRainbow1088 [7:08 PM]: i know... but, it's just that...
BlackRainbow1088 [7:08 PM]: I don't know...
Swt16Kis [7:09 PM]: what spit it out
BlackRainbow1088 [7:09 PM]: It's just that... I've never thought this day would come...
Swt16Kis [7:09 PM]: :)
Swt16Kis [7:10 PM]: katie im always gonna be here for u no matter how far apart we are
BlackRainbow1088 [7:10 PM]: Like, it always just seemed so far away
Swt16Kis [7:10 PM]: yeah now its here
Swt16Kis [7:10 PM]: u know i cant live here to much longer withought loosin my head
BlackRainbow1088 [7:10 PM]: i know... but it's going to be different now.
BlackRainbow1088 [7:12 PM]: We have so many memories
BlackRainbow1088 [7:14 PM]: As much as it seems like I don't... i think about u a lot. I have a picture of you and I from my grad. I look at it everyday and I think about you.
BlackRainbow1088 [7:14 PM]: I miss you so much
Swt16Kis [7:14 PM]: i miss u to
Swt16Kis [7:15 PM]: apart of me is missin when i aint with u
BlackRainbow1088 [7:15 PM]: same here
Swt16Kis [7:15 PM]: but we have all summer together i promise im urs
BlackRainbow1088 [7:15 PM]: awwe. ok.
BlackRainbow1088 [7:15 PM]: I don't know what I'm going to do without you though
BlackRainbow1088 [7:18 PM]: this is so hard for me
Swt16Kis [7:18 PM]: me to girl
Swt16Kis [7:18 PM]: its real hard for me
Swt16Kis [7:19 PM]: having to deal with this withought u across the street from me
Swt16Kis [7:19 PM]: :(
BlackRainbow1088 [7:19 PM]: god... this is just something... that I can't believe.
Swt16Kis [7:19 PM]: :)
Swt16Kis [7:20 PM]: ill be back after basic training but ive decided to go in full time to the military...
Swt16Kis [7:20 PM]: so ill be in probably Italy or Paris for 2 yrs
BlackRainbow1088 [7:20 PM]: You know, we would talk about this when we were younger, and never thinking that the day would come... and now it's actually happening.
Swt16Kis [7:21 PM]: katie beth stop getting so emotional ur makin me want to cry
BlackRainbow1088 [7:22 PM]: The only reason I'm scared is cuz I don't wanna lose touch with you...
BlackRainbow1088 [7:22 PM]: i AM crying
Swt16Kis [7:23 PM]: u wont loose touch with me girl
BlackRainbow1088 [7:24 PM]: I know, but shit happens
Swt16Kis [7:26 PM]: yeah girl i know
Swt16Kis [7:26 PM]: im gonna call u tonite and well talk cause i gotta go
Swt16Kis [7:26 PM]: but i love u with all my heart
BlackRainbow1088 [7:26 PM]: love you 2
So, my best friend of 8 years is leaving this summer. At least, i can see her sometime over the summer. I'm going to miss her so much. She knows EVERYTHING about me and i wish she wasn't leaving, I haven't seen her since October... and I miss her so much. I just don't know how well I'm going to handle her leaving. She's always been there. And she's always cared. And now, I realize how much I actually do need her, just as much as she needs me. i know she'll always be there. But i'm just scared. Scared of what? I'm not too sure yet. No one can ever replace her. She's the best ever. She's ALWAYS been there. Life is too scary to go on without her.
Swt16Kis [7:03 PM]: this summer
BlackRainbow1088 [7:03 PM]: no, where are you going?
Swt16Kis [7:04 PM]: Military
Swt16Kis [7:04 PM]: basic traning then im off for 2 years
BlackRainbow1088 [7:06 PM]: u can't leave me.... u know i still need u... as much as i don't show it
Swt16Kis [7:06 PM]: baby
Swt16Kis [7:06 PM]: ill always be here in spirit
Swt16Kis [7:06 PM]: and ill be back in time for ur graduation katie
Swt16Kis [7:06 PM]: u dont need me anymore ure all grown up Katie Beth
BlackRainbow1088 [7:07 PM]: just becuz I'm older now doesn't mean that I don't need friends
Swt16Kis [7:08 PM]: im not ur friend
Swt16Kis [7:08 PM]: im ur blood
Swt16Kis [7:08 PM]: ur my little sister
BlackRainbow1088 [7:08 PM]: i know... but, it's just that...
BlackRainbow1088 [7:08 PM]: I don't know...
Swt16Kis [7:09 PM]: what spit it out
BlackRainbow1088 [7:09 PM]: It's just that... I've never thought this day would come...
Swt16Kis [7:09 PM]: :)
Swt16Kis [7:10 PM]: katie im always gonna be here for u no matter how far apart we are
BlackRainbow1088 [7:10 PM]: Like, it always just seemed so far away
Swt16Kis [7:10 PM]: yeah now its here
Swt16Kis [7:10 PM]: u know i cant live here to much longer withought loosin my head
BlackRainbow1088 [7:10 PM]: i know... but it's going to be different now.
BlackRainbow1088 [7:12 PM]: We have so many memories
BlackRainbow1088 [7:14 PM]: As much as it seems like I don't... i think about u a lot. I have a picture of you and I from my grad. I look at it everyday and I think about you.
BlackRainbow1088 [7:14 PM]: I miss you so much
Swt16Kis [7:14 PM]: i miss u to
Swt16Kis [7:15 PM]: apart of me is missin when i aint with u
BlackRainbow1088 [7:15 PM]: same here
Swt16Kis [7:15 PM]: but we have all summer together i promise im urs
BlackRainbow1088 [7:15 PM]: awwe. ok.
BlackRainbow1088 [7:15 PM]: I don't know what I'm going to do without you though
BlackRainbow1088 [7:18 PM]: this is so hard for me
Swt16Kis [7:18 PM]: me to girl
Swt16Kis [7:18 PM]: its real hard for me
Swt16Kis [7:19 PM]: having to deal with this withought u across the street from me
Swt16Kis [7:19 PM]: :(
BlackRainbow1088 [7:19 PM]: god... this is just something... that I can't believe.
Swt16Kis [7:19 PM]: :)
Swt16Kis [7:20 PM]: ill be back after basic training but ive decided to go in full time to the military...
Swt16Kis [7:20 PM]: so ill be in probably Italy or Paris for 2 yrs
BlackRainbow1088 [7:20 PM]: You know, we would talk about this when we were younger, and never thinking that the day would come... and now it's actually happening.
Swt16Kis [7:21 PM]: katie beth stop getting so emotional ur makin me want to cry
BlackRainbow1088 [7:22 PM]: The only reason I'm scared is cuz I don't wanna lose touch with you...
BlackRainbow1088 [7:22 PM]: i AM crying
Swt16Kis [7:23 PM]: u wont loose touch with me girl
BlackRainbow1088 [7:24 PM]: I know, but shit happens
Swt16Kis [7:26 PM]: yeah girl i know
Swt16Kis [7:26 PM]: im gonna call u tonite and well talk cause i gotta go
Swt16Kis [7:26 PM]: but i love u with all my heart
BlackRainbow1088 [7:26 PM]: love you 2
So, my best friend of 8 years is leaving this summer. At least, i can see her sometime over the summer. I'm going to miss her so much. She knows EVERYTHING about me and i wish she wasn't leaving, I haven't seen her since October... and I miss her so much. I just don't know how well I'm going to handle her leaving. She's always been there. And she's always cared. And now, I realize how much I actually do need her, just as much as she needs me. i know she'll always be there. But i'm just scared. Scared of what? I'm not too sure yet. No one can ever replace her. She's the best ever. She's ALWAYS been there. Life is too scary to go on without her.