The only way to sieze the day is to live your life in a happier way

Aug 03, 2005 22:57

Well its been a lil while again. Ive done a lot. I'll list them with some info...

-I abandoned my life for a while.... That sucked because I had a lot of "unappropriate envolement" in my problem(s). I dont really have any real reason to leave excpet for the fact that i thought I was helping others out. In the recent few weeks, Ive kinda found my true self again. As soon as I can get a few more things settled, I think I can go back to be the person I wanna be. So people, be ready to like me again... I hope.

YOU KNOW WHAT, FUCK THIS...

I actually have had some fucked up times in the past while. I recently had a HUGE upset with one of the most important people in my life, and its NOT obvious who. Idk what I am gonna do with her, she is extremely helpful and just an all around great asset to my life, usually.

I got nipple rings, but the right one has some slight fucking scar tissue, and thats making me a lil mad.

I went to Ozzfest. That was great. I got to see Mudvayne. I fucking love Ryknow dude, he is one of my idols. I got a really bad sunburn though. I also got to hang out with two very good friends of mine, Jason and Grail, and I very much so enjoyed that.

I went skool shopping. That is so bitter sweet. I hate skool, but I love new clothes and shoes and shit.

I think Im going back to my "darker" days, back like to years ago if anyone remembers that. Back before "shit" entered my life... I think selfishness is a great accomplishment, so is pure hatred. But I dont know if that would be a good idea, I mean I may upset a few FUCKS around me, but Goddammit I dont fucking care anymore. YOU ALL CAN SUCK MY FUCKING BALLS, or die, which ever is more convenient for you...

I have constructed an "After High Skool Plan". So that makes me feel a lil more secure with myself, especially since its actually feasible.

Well I think Im done here...
So to all my friends, bYe, and to the rest fuck off...
DEMON

I do care about some of you so no one take that 'suck my balls' thing to literally.

-PENIS
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