May 01, 2005 22:28
Salutations All. Hows everybody been. I have been okay. I havent updated due to my lack of will to actually type, But i figure I can update now. So here It goes...
Me and my (girl)friend are still in a slump, I really dont know what to think or do. She says, emphatically, she doesnt want to break up, but she doesnt want me to see me. And she has no reason to be withme but she doesnt want to 'lose' me. IDK, I gave her until tuesday to make up her mind and if nothing has changed, I am done with that shit. I shouldnt have to feel shitty on acount of anothers will. plus i like some one(s) else too.
The next two weeks should be rather fun. This week I am gonna get me a way to break my neck. Im getting a half pipe. I cant wait. I'll have so much fun on that thing once i get it fixed up. Plus my friend is coming to skate it with me. Also my two friends are coming over to play music, which is always fun.
Then next week I have my birthday on monday, and maybe two concerts to go to.
I should get my nipples pierced soon. I really hope I can do that. I think it'll be fun as hell. I dont think I'll be able to get them done though. I figure that I wont have the opportunity.
I miss my friends. I have kinda lost contact with one of my best friends I have ever been prevliged enough to know. It really sux, because of what caused us to not be able to be friends. I wish people wouldnt lie. That is one of the worst things someone can do to another person. I HATE liars. I wish they all would die, and I mean that sincerely.
OKay, aside of that shit, nothing has been happening. Ive been very active lately
and havent been home much. I hope i dont fall back into being home again. And I need to save money.
WELL UNTIL NEXT TIME
Later
Matt