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Nov 11, 2005 07:50

so my mind is spinning, today is my last day of work, slept like shit last nite, and i gotta be in for 9. its fucking cold this morning, let me just tell you all that fact. i woke up and i didnt wanna move. but anyways, my life is upside down now. my poor neice snapped. something happend in your little head and she went nuts. she's in the psyc ward in new britain general hospital, with her room being monitered by cameras, shes stuck in the ER cause shes a harm to herself and others, she's hearing voices. were praying a bed opens in IOL, because theres only 4 facilities in the state of connecticut that have a child psyc ward. we dont know what set it off, and my sister doesn't know her fathers mental history, other then that were thinking this stuff is heriditary and comes from his side, so shes going to try and trace it somehow. its so fucking early im having a hard time eating, or it cold be because im a mess... today is my last day of work like i said, im going in for 9 and i'll be home by 430 or so. so its a horrible sad day. any anyways, back to my neice, they've got her on valium to calm her down, and they have to use 4 point restraints on her quite often, which are the straps on ur wrists and ankles. it hurts to have to see this stuff, cause she's only 8 years old... and were scared, if no beds open in ct, she mite go to ri or vt, which is way to far for any of us. but my sister said its outs of our hands now, shes in the the hands of the hospital because she's a harm to herself. she can't be around other kids cause shes a harm to them too. she destroyed 3 classrooms at school, and attacked 4 teachers. but what we dont understand is why shes this way. shes rather brilliant which i wasn't aware of... shes' in the 3rd grade, but shes in 5th grade math, i guess last year was like that too, 2 years ahed in math, and i guess she memorised one of the codes to get into the room across the hall from hers in the hospital, cause she saw the nurse type the security code in once. that kid is smart. she really is, its just too bad that all this crap has to come with it. im cold, and im not really eating, even thou i really should be eating, cause their not giving us lunch at work untill 3, and its going to be some catered thing and were going to sign our severence papers and shit. i dont know. anyways, im going to go. i just wanted to let everyone know that my head was spinning.
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