emotions/if only

[satans_saints]

i dont use words to express my self
i know how but talking isnt my best way
i can write but thats not how i prefur to get every thing out
well
people under stand how i feel threw the use of words

drumming gets me threw everything
i can get everything out banging on plastic with wooden sticks
its my passion
if only i could
if only i could drum for a living
ya know
in a band
just drum and write wongs with people
people who fel the same as i do
but its weird drumming isnt really music
but it is
there are no words in my world just noises in the form of beats and rythems
thats it
but thats me and how i am and what i do
ya know if only
if only