goin' down to cali
and so it begins... my adventure down in san diego. i must say. it feels good to be in the only place where i have actual childhood memories. my grandma is a lot better. god she's such a doll. the cutest and sweetest old lady you'd ever meet. my grandpa is giving me his old van. its a 69' ford something or other. shit i dont know. i dont know the first thing about cars. but i am psyched about that. the last 2 days have been pretty fun. havent really done anything.. so.. cant say that much. haha. hung around with the kids.. who think of me as something to be looked up to.. for whatever reason. i mean its ok for the first day.. but having them hang all over you competing for your attention gets kinda rough.
my grandma gave me like a 100 bucks and was like "ohh there will be more coming" and was like *jaw to the floor* and she responded "well theres graduation, your birthday, christmas.. all of those i owe you for" and i was like "jaw through the earth" so woo hoo.. mooooollllaaaahhhh!!!
haha jons gonna love this paragraph.. i got a bunch of yu-gi-oh cards and im ready to play!!! wooo!! YU-GI-OH!
and last but not least... my dear flower.. i miss you honey.. more than anything. i love you so very much and each day without you hurts more and more. i love you sugar shit lumps. i love you too krew and b.krew. you guys are everything to me and i miss you guys too.
ohh wait.. this is the last thing.. why does no one know how to be true friends anymore? when a friend of mine finds happiness... or love.. i can do nothing but feel the best for them.. because i love them. why are people today spiteful, jealous, stupid drama queens who cant just feel happiness for someone. fuck that.. even if you dont get to see them as much.. or not at all.. they are off being happy. at least they fucking talk to you. jesus. fucking shallow ass people make me want to throw up. cant be happy themselves.. so they bring everyone else down with them. keep your problems to yourself.. get through them yourself. if you cant do that.. your fucking weak. i have never asked for help through problems... i have always been strong enough to deal with them myself. grow the fuck up and gain some wisdom and knowledge.
pff.. anyway. love you flower!! love you krew and b.krew!! woo woo! ill update in a day or so.
ohh ya.. i deleted my myspace too.. this time for good.. ohh well. didnt really need it. haha. anyway. later kids. keep those swords sharp!!
my grandma gave me like a 100 bucks and was like "ohh there will be more coming" and was like *jaw to the floor* and she responded "well theres graduation, your birthday, christmas.. all of those i owe you for" and i was like "jaw through the earth" so woo hoo.. mooooollllaaaahhhh!!!
haha jons gonna love this paragraph.. i got a bunch of yu-gi-oh cards and im ready to play!!! wooo!! YU-GI-OH!
and last but not least... my dear flower.. i miss you honey.. more than anything. i love you so very much and each day without you hurts more and more. i love you sugar shit lumps. i love you too krew and b.krew. you guys are everything to me and i miss you guys too.
ohh wait.. this is the last thing.. why does no one know how to be true friends anymore? when a friend of mine finds happiness... or love.. i can do nothing but feel the best for them.. because i love them. why are people today spiteful, jealous, stupid drama queens who cant just feel happiness for someone. fuck that.. even if you dont get to see them as much.. or not at all.. they are off being happy. at least they fucking talk to you. jesus. fucking shallow ass people make me want to throw up. cant be happy themselves.. so they bring everyone else down with them. keep your problems to yourself.. get through them yourself. if you cant do that.. your fucking weak. i have never asked for help through problems... i have always been strong enough to deal with them myself. grow the fuck up and gain some wisdom and knowledge.
pff.. anyway. love you flower!! love you krew and b.krew!! woo woo! ill update in a day or so.
ohh ya.. i deleted my myspace too.. this time for good.. ohh well. didnt really need it. haha. anyway. later kids. keep those swords sharp!!