waaaahhh BAAAAAAAMMMM!!!
alright so its currently 7 in the am.. and im wide fucking awake. god damn bookoos. rawr rawr!! hahaha! eric, jon and myself went galavanting around tonight as we usually do. it was quite fun. we had ourselves a rootin tootin good time! then we went back towards home and sat in albertsons readin magazines and talkin like we always do. i love settings like that. we talk about the funniest shit and we tell each other everything. its always fun. then after that we took eric home and went to jons. at jons i got online and saw that felicia was online too.. so i msg'd her and asked if it was cool if jon and i come over for a bit cause we were bored. she happily agreed. so at like 4am we went to felicias and hung out for a couple hours. haha it turned out pretty fun. we all just sat around and talked about shit for a while. pretty nifty. then at about 6:15 we said our goodbyes and jon took me home. and now here i sit.
tonight looks to be somewhat eventful. i think the plan is to get drunk woo woo! so we'll see how that one turns out. hopefully good. we would like the whole krew to be there.. but wes is the only concern.. seeing as how his parents(mom) have him on lock down. his dad is cool and everything but his mom is like trying to run his life telling him which paths to take and what not. so he may not be able to stay out. hopefully good ol' Mcguyver will think of something though hahaha.
alright this goes in response to Cynthia's post to me... well ill tell ya what.. you messed up once.. you are correct.. and yes.. im a VERY forgiving person.. i mean fuck.. look at how many times i took flowers fucked up ass back.. that has to count for something. but if you had done it to me.. i might have forgiven you.. the point is.. you fucked Jon over. and to be honest. i love jon. i'd die for that guy. i dont give a fuck what happens to me. my fuckin brother is another thing. i would defend him no matter what. and besides.. a friend of flowers.. is no friend of mine. i feel that in a way you used me as well. you told me all that shit about flower which she denies to this day. the shit about will, tommy, corey, and that schmo kid. she denies every last thing you said.. so.. if you were lying.. you used me to bring hatred upon flower.. if you were telling the truth.. then i thank you for at least honesty. either way.. my hatred towards flower is all from that shit. and i think i can honestly thank you for fueling much of my hatred. you made it so much easier for me to be rid of the bullshit i put up with and was lied to on a daily basis. haha and fuck flowers opinion about you talking to me. what fucking business is it of hers? are you her bitch?? how short is the leash she keeps you on? let me tell you.. you are allowed to consort with whom ever the fuck you want. if she doesnt like it.. fuck her. haha. anyway.. like i said.. if you hurt me.. i dont really care.. its when you hurt the ones closest to me that my heart for you turns to ice. jon and the krew are the closest thing to a family i have.. and no one will hurt them. they.. as well as i deserve to have some shit go right for us. we've all been through fucked up shit and its left its marks on us. so you want to leave on good terms you say.. *shrugs* fine. you arent able to hurt anyone.. so leaving on good terms is fine with me.. being friends.. you said it yourself.. you didnt ask for it.. and i wouldnt permit it. you consort with flower.. i do not. i hate that wretched human being and will never have anything to do with her again. so.. take offense to me bad mouthing your friend all you want. but i hate her.. and from my hatred stems the block between you and i. im sorry it has to be this way. well then i leave you on good terms.. goodbye. enjoy doing whatever it is you do.. and may you find something to bring happiness.
tonight looks to be somewhat eventful. i think the plan is to get drunk woo woo! so we'll see how that one turns out. hopefully good. we would like the whole krew to be there.. but wes is the only concern.. seeing as how his parents(mom) have him on lock down. his dad is cool and everything but his mom is like trying to run his life telling him which paths to take and what not. so he may not be able to stay out. hopefully good ol' Mcguyver will think of something though hahaha.
alright this goes in response to Cynthia's post to me... well ill tell ya what.. you messed up once.. you are correct.. and yes.. im a VERY forgiving person.. i mean fuck.. look at how many times i took flowers fucked up ass back.. that has to count for something. but if you had done it to me.. i might have forgiven you.. the point is.. you fucked Jon over. and to be honest. i love jon. i'd die for that guy. i dont give a fuck what happens to me. my fuckin brother is another thing. i would defend him no matter what. and besides.. a friend of flowers.. is no friend of mine. i feel that in a way you used me as well. you told me all that shit about flower which she denies to this day. the shit about will, tommy, corey, and that schmo kid. she denies every last thing you said.. so.. if you were lying.. you used me to bring hatred upon flower.. if you were telling the truth.. then i thank you for at least honesty. either way.. my hatred towards flower is all from that shit. and i think i can honestly thank you for fueling much of my hatred. you made it so much easier for me to be rid of the bullshit i put up with and was lied to on a daily basis. haha and fuck flowers opinion about you talking to me. what fucking business is it of hers? are you her bitch?? how short is the leash she keeps you on? let me tell you.. you are allowed to consort with whom ever the fuck you want. if she doesnt like it.. fuck her. haha. anyway.. like i said.. if you hurt me.. i dont really care.. its when you hurt the ones closest to me that my heart for you turns to ice. jon and the krew are the closest thing to a family i have.. and no one will hurt them. they.. as well as i deserve to have some shit go right for us. we've all been through fucked up shit and its left its marks on us. so you want to leave on good terms you say.. *shrugs* fine. you arent able to hurt anyone.. so leaving on good terms is fine with me.. being friends.. you said it yourself.. you didnt ask for it.. and i wouldnt permit it. you consort with flower.. i do not. i hate that wretched human being and will never have anything to do with her again. so.. take offense to me bad mouthing your friend all you want. but i hate her.. and from my hatred stems the block between you and i. im sorry it has to be this way. well then i leave you on good terms.. goodbye. enjoy doing whatever it is you do.. and may you find something to bring happiness.