whoa.. holy shit...

[satans_penguin]

omfg.. im fuckin so drunk. wow. we have taken so many pictures. hahaha. eric and i go to drink budweiser. yay. hahahahaa. not really yay. it tastes like poop. but hey.. 8 or 9 later.. and your DONE!! done like hell. i really wish i could see felicia right now.. i really miss her. i feel really lonely. she is my only real companionship since flower... and i need her. she makes me feel so important to her. and i feel the need so bad to defend her. she has had such the reel of shit from guys. i feel so bad for her. i really want to show her that not all guys are like the ones she's had. haaha wes just got pantsed.. i think thats how you spell it. man.. i feel so bad.. they just lifted up all their shirts.. i look worse than all of them.. its sad. fuck.. i wish i could be thin and look good. fuck. god damn.. i really wish i could have something beautiful.. something about me.. that others think is better than others. shit.. only felicia has really made me feel like im attractive lately. fuck.. i miss her. im seriously about to cry. man.. fuck i think that im going to cry.. haha. weird.. i can laugh and cry at the same time.. fuck i need to go.. i wish i could call felicia right now.. i really need someone. wes is coming out to me. he's so like spilling everything to me. fuck.. i seriously have to go.. later kids...

keep those swords sharp kids.. wes says he loves everyone!!! seriously he does!! hahaha!! he cant type so i am!! haha!!