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Well my week went ok. This weekend Tassy and I broke up and it hurt me really bad. I said some stupid stuff and now I feel like i pushed her away even after she ecepted my appology. She seems very distant but I have to accept that for her to get past this obstical. I miss her so much though. there is like this empty space in my body. Saturday was horrible. Sunday I seen the Dead Milkmen and it was the first concert that i went to by my self. I was so scared. I almost fell asleep a couple of times when the first four bands were on but then they came on and i was stuck behind a tall guy and since i am short i though i wouldnt be able to see them. well when they played punk rock girl-the first song-i got pretty much to the front from everyone moving then through out the show this guy was helping me out. I got stabed in the eye by a finger which was funny. later that night I got a 2 dollar water for 50 cents and Tassy and tony picked me up. We slept at Tony's grandpa's house and i got home around 2. I went out to eat with my mom and just hung around. Tuesday i went to school and rehursed. I seen bonnie with my mom real quick then came home. Wenesday i went to school then to the crab barn their food was ok. Then I came home and stayed here all night. I watched jay and silent bob and then fell alseep. Today is turkey day and it is ok so far. I put my mohawk back up and my mom wants to go see manson with me this weekend so i have to call up Davie to see if Rudy's mum still has left over tickets. Tassy and Joey are going now too. Well I am going to go and try and keep myself busy and not think. Adios