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I am going to see Tassy in about 6-7 hours. I cant wait. I am sitting here right now eating and waiting for my mom to come home so we can get my bottom retainer and then maybe I will drive to Tamaqua. I know I havent posted since Sunday but things have not happened around me lately.
Monday: School and stayed after for Drama. I walked home with Dominique. I went to Bonnie's to ask about a movie and newspapers for Tassy. Then I went home and went to Roma for dinner. And came home. I was able to talk to Tassy for a bit.
Tuesday: School and home and I went to Hoss's. After we got home my mom and I went to Dunking Donuts for a chi and a cinnimini roll thing that is new. I went on the computer and got a "business proposition" from this 20 some year old guy who looked in his 30's. He was going to pay me 100 dollars to have sex or a brand new fast computer. I kept saying no beacuse I have a girlfriend who I am in love with. Then he asked if her and I werent together would I and I said prolly not cus I dont thing me and Tassy will end and I dont want to be with a guy. I told Gina that I would for $100,000,000,000,000,000. I got to talk to Tassy then fell asleep.
Wednesday: School and stayed after. When I was done I saw Tassy called so I called her back. We were talking for half my walk then I seen Dominique. I called Ed back because he called my phone while I was practicing and no one picked up. I went to Bonnie's again and she didnt have the papers so I stayed there for a bit then left. I went home and made some food. While I made my food I listened to Ed's message and then stayed home. Ed called me that night and I told him that I wasnt with tassy for 6 months so his source was wrong. I asked him if he wants to leave the friendship on a bad note and he said yeah cus he was hurt by me. He said if someone comes up to him and asks him what kind of person I am he is going to say a bad one. I asked him if he isnt going over Sarahes anymore because of me and he said yes. I told him not to cus I feel bad since they were best friends until I came in the picture. He said he don't want her asking about him and me and him crying because crying solves nothing. Then he started saying that I was going to cheat on Tassy and he hopes I do. He is going to tell tassy if he ever sees her to watch out for me cus I will cheat on her. He said Gully said the same thing to him when he and I started going together. Then he asked if I loved Tassy and I said yes and he hung up. I tryed going back to sleep but he called me again and said something about a 2 dollar bill that he wants back I told him that I didnt have it and that I gave it to him awhile ago but if he wants one I will give him one. He said no. I asked him if he hung up cus I told him that I loved her and he said yeah. Then he said that he hopes Tassy will cheat on me then I will know how it feels to be hurt. then we hung up. I know no one deserves what I did to Ed. I feel really sorry about it. That is why I changed. I dont want to hurt Tassy at all. I called her after Ed and I hung up and told her that I loved her and I will never cheat on her and if she does cheat on me I will take it cus I deserve it. She said she loves me too and that she wouldnt. I believe her. Ed does not understand how much guilty pain I have from doing that to him. but I guess he will never know because he don't want to believe it. Anywho I got off the phone with Tassy feeling alot better and then went to sleep.
Thursday: School and came home. I did the payroll and went out to eat with my parents to Summit view. their food is good. I came home and talked to Tassy again then fell asleep.
Friday: School and then home to eat. I talked to Davie warfel. I am going to be doing some Accounting homework until my mom gets home then go with her then go to Tamaqua and hang out with Karla until Tassy gets home. I love her so much and I am so glad taht I found her. She is so amazing!!
Well I am going to do some of the Accounting stuff.
oh yeah.. all this week i have been trying to ply Icewind dale but I had to delete all my characters to make new and better ones cus I didnt have the book that came with it so I had no clue what to do but now I am in the process of creating new ones.
adios
Justyne
Monday: School and stayed after for Drama. I walked home with Dominique. I went to Bonnie's to ask about a movie and newspapers for Tassy. Then I went home and went to Roma for dinner. And came home. I was able to talk to Tassy for a bit.
Tuesday: School and home and I went to Hoss's. After we got home my mom and I went to Dunking Donuts for a chi and a cinnimini roll thing that is new. I went on the computer and got a "business proposition" from this 20 some year old guy who looked in his 30's. He was going to pay me 100 dollars to have sex or a brand new fast computer. I kept saying no beacuse I have a girlfriend who I am in love with. Then he asked if her and I werent together would I and I said prolly not cus I dont thing me and Tassy will end and I dont want to be with a guy. I told Gina that I would for $100,000,000,000,000,000. I got to talk to Tassy then fell asleep.
Wednesday: School and stayed after. When I was done I saw Tassy called so I called her back. We were talking for half my walk then I seen Dominique. I called Ed back because he called my phone while I was practicing and no one picked up. I went to Bonnie's again and she didnt have the papers so I stayed there for a bit then left. I went home and made some food. While I made my food I listened to Ed's message and then stayed home. Ed called me that night and I told him that I wasnt with tassy for 6 months so his source was wrong. I asked him if he wants to leave the friendship on a bad note and he said yeah cus he was hurt by me. He said if someone comes up to him and asks him what kind of person I am he is going to say a bad one. I asked him if he isnt going over Sarahes anymore because of me and he said yes. I told him not to cus I feel bad since they were best friends until I came in the picture. He said he don't want her asking about him and me and him crying because crying solves nothing. Then he started saying that I was going to cheat on Tassy and he hopes I do. He is going to tell tassy if he ever sees her to watch out for me cus I will cheat on her. He said Gully said the same thing to him when he and I started going together. Then he asked if I loved Tassy and I said yes and he hung up. I tryed going back to sleep but he called me again and said something about a 2 dollar bill that he wants back I told him that I didnt have it and that I gave it to him awhile ago but if he wants one I will give him one. He said no. I asked him if he hung up cus I told him that I loved her and he said yeah. Then he said that he hopes Tassy will cheat on me then I will know how it feels to be hurt. then we hung up. I know no one deserves what I did to Ed. I feel really sorry about it. That is why I changed. I dont want to hurt Tassy at all. I called her after Ed and I hung up and told her that I loved her and I will never cheat on her and if she does cheat on me I will take it cus I deserve it. She said she loves me too and that she wouldnt. I believe her. Ed does not understand how much guilty pain I have from doing that to him. but I guess he will never know because he don't want to believe it. Anywho I got off the phone with Tassy feeling alot better and then went to sleep.
Thursday: School and came home. I did the payroll and went out to eat with my parents to Summit view. their food is good. I came home and talked to Tassy again then fell asleep.
Friday: School and then home to eat. I talked to Davie warfel. I am going to be doing some Accounting homework until my mom gets home then go with her then go to Tamaqua and hang out with Karla until Tassy gets home. I love her so much and I am so glad taht I found her. She is so amazing!!
Well I am going to do some of the Accounting stuff.
oh yeah.. all this week i have been trying to ply Icewind dale but I had to delete all my characters to make new and better ones cus I didnt have the book that came with it so I had no clue what to do but now I am in the process of creating new ones.
adios
Justyne