lately
The prom was not that good. They played horrible music and asked the dj to play the ramones or something good if not some emo cus most of the ppl there dont like rap which is what he played most of the night. I went with Petey and we just sat there the whole night talking to amanda and justina's dates, Shawn and Brian. I went Sarahes afterwards and had fun hanging out with her. Sunday I seen Lars Frederiksen and the Bastards. They were awesomes. Shawn, Tanis, Eric and I all went. On the way down we got lost and almost ended up in Jersey twice. Then on the way home we got lost again and accually went into Jersey but got right out and came home. It was quite enjoyable. My dad had a Christmas party and that went well. Afterwards everyone came back to my house and drank. A new guy that is working with my dad was telling me about his history being a punk and about his brother in law's life as a punk. It was very interesting. We listend to some bands and he introduced me to a few. Fro was around and was very emotional. Wells Tassy and I are not on good terms anymore and I could care less. She can have her fun and be "herself". I found out alot about Tassy since i havent been around. She has bought coke and snorted it. Grr how much I hate that shite. And she has been snorting pills. Then the funny thing is She asked Josh yeah josh=Joey's boyfriend the one she "did not" have a crush on and "did not" try to get with to give her a kiss the night she lied to me about babysitting and he did. So she cheated on me. The guy that she gave a hicky to after we broke up she also screwed the night Karla, Anj, and I were there watching movies all night. So easily she gets over her "love". She also aready had sex with a girl before me and she lied about that to me. So all the love that i had left over is now pushed far, far , far away from me and replaced with happyness that I am now not with her anymore and that I know I have grown to be a far better person then she will ever be. She is also blaming someone else for me and her not being friends. Take some responsability please because we both know who is really to blame. Anyhow, Ed and I have been hanging out more lately and things are ok. He has changed alot and we are not going out. I told him I didnt want to because I want to stand on my own and accually do it this time. I didnt tell him that tassy oh sorry Tanisha and i broke up until two weeks later after i got over her more and found where i wanted to be. School has been getting harder because it is comming to the end of the semester and classes will be changeing so the teachers are trying to get as much work in as possible. Christmas came and was not to much fun. I was in NY from Thursday till Sunday. Seen family and didnt get to much cus they dont take the time to get to know me. Not as many fights as I expected came up this visit. That is really wickeds. When i came home i just hung around. I have been getting back into my eating habit. Always eating whenever even if i am full. Not good, I know. So i am going to try and stop that. I havent been at rocky for awhile i miss it. I dont know if we are having one this weekend or not but i will be finding out soon. If so i am mostlikly going depending on the weather and how i am getting there and so on. I am going to be off school all this week so i am going to be hanging out at friends houses. Tomorrow I am going to the malls and shite and doing thing with my mum. Wednesday I am going over Joey's to see him and Davy. and I want to go over and hang out with krissy for a little. Thurday I am comming home then going over Sarahe's and hang out with her. Friday I might stay over there again depending on what she is going to be doing Saturday. Saturday i will be trying to go to Rocky if we have it and I dotn know what after taht. Well I am going to go. Adios.
Justyne
Justyne