Tonight has been something else.
I still haven't really left my room in about three hours other than to watch funny videos of rocket men and hear Ali laugh her head off.
I've been writing essays NONSTOP! and it's getting fucking annoying.
///////////Here we are, in the year 2005 and we still have parents, teachers, cops, and even teenagers alike; afraid of sex. Come on people, lighten up, it's still not a big deal. I'm sick and tired of the society being one big Pope John Paul, we all know deep down we love to stick our keys in as many doors possible, we live to rev as many engines as tangible, and we just LOVE to burn the midnight oil. I just think it's finally time to lighten up America, if STD's existed, face it, we'd be one huge walking, talking, puss filled orifice . Sex is just sex, no big deal, we need to cut down on the constant nagging and lecturing, I say make more sex ... more often.
First of all, sex is fun and we all know it. Everybody loves guiltless, unattacheable sex. Who really cares about waking up cold and alone in your own stained sheets? Not me. Relationships are just plain a joke. Cheap thrills are totally so posh now. It's so cheap and unemotionable, i dont know why more people arent doing it.
Speaking of hot sex... we live in Florida people. Face it, it's quite hot in this hell hole. I can't get through a normal floridian summer without stripping out of my sticky jeans and smelly socks and just chilling in the buck, how do you expect kids to wear a condom? Think logically here, skip the rubber, just have fun.
Since we're on the subject of those tricky little things, that's pretty annoying in its self. The time you finally spend 15 seconds getting the thing out of your pocket, then the .5 seconds it takes you to find the edge to tear, then there's that's 2.5 seconds of just getting it out of the wrapper, and well... 5- 10 seconds for you know what. That's like.... a lifetime taken out of YOUR enjoyable sex time. It really isn't important... we all know the conspiracy behind STD's and condom franchises. It's all a lie kids, sorry to break your heart, sorry to shut down the health department, but it's just a scam. Do you all really believe that there is some sort of diesease that can make nasty, vile infections on our bathing suit parts, if so then why don't we hear about it from the 3 out of 5 people who daily have it? Exactly, there are no std's those bastards just want money, don't belive the hype.
Finally, I can't stress this enough. Abstinence is for ASEXUALS! If you're a complete loser degenerate like Eric over there, than yea... 'save yourself' but come on... all the cool kids are doing it. Morals, ethics and any form of meaning for that matter... don't matter now a days, duh.
That's all there is too it, we live under the tightest enforced hypocrisy known to man. I don't see why adults, teachers, cops, and still...even our peers, don't want us to have sex. It's probably just cause they're not getting any and don't want to be left out. So in closing, lets continue to keep our brains BETWEEN our legs and not on good judgement./////is my rough draft of my satirical speech of SEX, I warn you though, it's quite vulgar.
I've got alot to concentrate, worry, and dwell upon for the next few days//weeks. "life" begins in I belive about four months.
Ohh and then we come upon this coming up in April, and yes it is in California, but I want to go sooo fucking bad. NEW ORDER, BAUHAUS, NINE INCH NAILS, COLD PLAY, MF DOOM, RILO KILEY, WILCO, GANG OF FOUR, AND SO MANY OTHERS.
COACHELLA MUSIC AND ARTS FESTIVAL School has been going pretty smooth, I'm trying to not skip as much, I actually got that weird awakening that this is my last semester in highschool, and I might...MIGHT...miss some of it. It's enjoyable doing what I want, and having 18 weeks of easy, fun. Piano class sucks ass, but playing that sweet, sweet thing is worth it. I like going to school with my best friend.
The best part about my night, and greatest jist of escape was finally getting some morrissey albums, and songs I didn't have. Finally, after about TWO YEARS of trying to get '' My Early Burglary Years '' I got it tonight! and man, it was worth the wait, it is so amazing. Sweet noise to my ears!! I also got the "You are the Quarry" b-sides, very good also.
It's time now to go back to work and writing. I'm a slave. Goodnight, and good 'morrow.
Sister, I'm a poet.