Boredom....
Will im no longer in california. It's weird. I'm finally feeling comfortable here in oregon, but i do miss home. lol it's funny to think that i want to leave fremont so bad and now i miss it. but i know when i go back i'll be soo happy that i'm away. i think the hardest this so far is that i don't really know anyone... however, i have become somewhat close with this chic ashley that lives next door to me. it's funny to think that in movies you think college is all about the parties and just screwin around... i mean there are parties but i haven't gone to one yet... i live in a dorm where you have to have complete quiet.... basically... but i don't know i don't care too much for parties. I guess if i were invited maybe but i haven't really found people that seem fun to go with. And the thing about ashley is she's very good. In away she reminds me of katie. she has that whole sweet thing and can be funny and cooky... but she's also very innocent. hehe she's great tho. she invited me to see her home town which is more up north of oregon... i can't wait... i think it'll be fun. she's deffinatly making it easier for me being here. I mean the 1st week i was just so home sick i was basically callin andy everyday and crying. And now me and andy are no longer together and i'm depressed... but at the same time not cus i know everything will be okay. but that's why i'm greatful for ashley. and right now i'm so damn bored! my roommate is trying to sleep but i think i migh be keepin her awake cus of the typin... oh well. hehe. i guess i go now. bye