cont... nervous
so yeah as i was saying.... i'm nervous of being on my own. And if i don't go to oregon well i guess i'm stuck here for another 2 to 3 years. Well maybe it won't be so bad but then my life will be a lot more difficult to live with. For one i would have to continue living with chris and well that's enought said. Then i know me and andy will stay together and when i do leave it will be so hard to leave. i don't know i just know it's better if i do go. All around it's better for a lot of different reasons. well who knows. No matter what i'll just except whatever life hands me and make the best of it untill i see a window of opportunity and grap it.