GOD FUCK

Mar 08, 2006 01:38

to anybody that is ever thinking about hding in a bottle when you cant take the pressures of life and taking out on somebody that is innocent of the matter either physically or mentally
give me a call
i will take any insult, bullshit drama excuse, punch to the face or beer bottle over my head
i dont care, iv been there and i can handle it most times
just do me a favor and leave the rest of the world alone
take it out on me
i exist in life to help people and you son of a bitch peice of shit people that think your lives are so terrbile and that you will never go on and wahhh im goign totell everyone how im goign to end my life
.... listen you motherfuckers, the sum of all the bad things that will ever happen to you in the entirety of your life is nothing next to the neverending torment i will haunt you with when we are in hell together if you dont stay the fuck away from those people that dont deserve your bullshit
i do, i construected a false world in my head that is so fuckign warped i choked all the happiness out of my life for a decade and there is plenty of room in there for abusive assholes
come on in, iv got no mroe need for it because i grew up beyond the viel of this juvenille ignorance and am done with this worthless wretched angry creature i once was
but i have no problem taking on just a few more problems before i bury it again

on that note, iv got to get soem sleep
the above represented what i felt at the moment
but now.... hope
i feel iv done what i can and the rest is in _____s hands
its been years since i yelled at the one that began the cold freeze 13 billion years ago, but i came close tonight and if i didnt feel like i was making a difference i would have
but i do and i did
and i realize now that i have made steps toward my goals in my life
i love my friends, it is an honor to be a part of all your lives
and i will never take you for granted
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