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so i was in english class 2day n we were researching this author named Yukio Mishima who was bi n killed himself by stabbing himself in the stomach so all of his insides could pour out...pretty freakin gross...n e way i just thot i would let u kno just as a random fact of the day...n e way my day hasnt really been that great...n heres y...some1 who i thot i was mending my ways with obviously doesnt feel the same way bcoz he is still doing things that he does on purpose just to piss me off which i hate bcoz i dont kno how it still manages to piss me off...i swear i thot that i was totally over the whole him bothering me thing n it makes me so mad that i dont kno y i still let him get to me i really thot i was over it all...but i guess im not wich i can stand bcoz it drives me crazy i dont kno if i should hate him or still try to save a friendship...me n this person hav a lot of history at 1 point in time i was actually considered his best friend, he told me evrything about him, but i dont kno him n e more all i kno him as is an asshole, all my friends tell me that i should just totally blow him off n ive tried n it doesnt work, he just confuses me to the point where i go crazy with confusion...but w/e once again im gonna try to not let him get to me n i know i always say that but dont always stick by it wich is unfortunate...if i ever figure out y i cant not b bothered by him i will be sure to tell u...not like n e 1 cares...but n e way i gotta go...i might update 2morro but no promises...LuVzZ