Lucky
woohoo the burns are finally healing, not being able to smile or laugh properly has been a bit of a bummer, but yay i am getting better!
This truly is a magical time of year - the magical Beltane is almost upon us. A time for loving, laughing and being one with your love. When new paths are agreed to be undertaken together for a year and a day, for dancing around the maypole, for singing, dancing and giving thanks for being alive in this wonderfully fertile time of year. And if your one of the truly blessed, and your partner has asked that you join paths for a year and a day, then I am so very pleased for you and wish you all the love and light I possibly can, your truly blessed!
Sitting here on my own has given me the time I needed to think about my life, where I have been, what I have done and where I am going. About my family - well some members more than others, and how to deal with it. Its going to be hard, damn hard, but things have been brewing for many years, and maybe now they can be resolved.
I feel so lucky to have the partner I do, I can tell him anything at all, which is something so completely alien to me. I have never been able to open up fully before, and now that I can I have someone who will listen! He has held me when I have cried, listened when I have been low, kept me strong when I have felt weak, but best of all, never judged me on these emotions. We have laughed together, cried together, loved and thought together - something I find truly awe inspiring. I guess I am just completely blown away by who I have in my life now. I could fill these pages with how lucky I am etc but then I wouldnt want to bore you - well ok maybe just alittle more! have you ever looked into someones eyes and felt at peace, safe in the knowledge that your loved, trusted and wanted? I get that everytime I look into those beautiful bi coloured eyes. Mind blowing! ~Proud smile~
On a different note, we are still having problems with the lazy assed estate agents, who dont seem to be able to muster the energy to get the required outstanding references, kind of feels like we will never get there with them. So if you have some spare energy, and are feeling generous, please send a message to whichever God/Goddess angels or energies you pray to, and ask them for a little help for us. I would be forever in your debt.
love and light to you all
xxxxxx
This truly is a magical time of year - the magical Beltane is almost upon us. A time for loving, laughing and being one with your love. When new paths are agreed to be undertaken together for a year and a day, for dancing around the maypole, for singing, dancing and giving thanks for being alive in this wonderfully fertile time of year. And if your one of the truly blessed, and your partner has asked that you join paths for a year and a day, then I am so very pleased for you and wish you all the love and light I possibly can, your truly blessed!
Sitting here on my own has given me the time I needed to think about my life, where I have been, what I have done and where I am going. About my family - well some members more than others, and how to deal with it. Its going to be hard, damn hard, but things have been brewing for many years, and maybe now they can be resolved.
I feel so lucky to have the partner I do, I can tell him anything at all, which is something so completely alien to me. I have never been able to open up fully before, and now that I can I have someone who will listen! He has held me when I have cried, listened when I have been low, kept me strong when I have felt weak, but best of all, never judged me on these emotions. We have laughed together, cried together, loved and thought together - something I find truly awe inspiring. I guess I am just completely blown away by who I have in my life now. I could fill these pages with how lucky I am etc but then I wouldnt want to bore you - well ok maybe just alittle more! have you ever looked into someones eyes and felt at peace, safe in the knowledge that your loved, trusted and wanted? I get that everytime I look into those beautiful bi coloured eyes. Mind blowing! ~Proud smile~
On a different note, we are still having problems with the lazy assed estate agents, who dont seem to be able to muster the energy to get the required outstanding references, kind of feels like we will never get there with them. So if you have some spare energy, and are feeling generous, please send a message to whichever God/Goddess angels or energies you pray to, and ask them for a little help for us. I would be forever in your debt.
love and light to you all
xxxxxx