Jun 17, 2005 12:03
To guys I talk to online:
I accidently deleted my entire boys list off my buddy list. So if you want me to have you s/n then email it to me or messege it to me. Spank me.
Recently I've been extremely upset. I've been sick as a dog which doesn't help my mood either. But I'm okay now. I'm better in some ways. If 'God' is real.... I have a little fuckin message for that mother fucker....
Free From the Sun.
In The Dark I Am One.
Though My Heart Sinks Like That One,
I Am Alone Respect Nothing!
Hopeless Love... Falling Further!
In This Mother Fucking Hole
Believe Me, Believe Me, Believe Me When I Say Suck...
You Disgust Me When You Put Me Down.
But Though My Heart Says I Will Die Without YOU!
Respect Nothing! Hopeless Love... Falling Further!
In This Mother Fucking Hole
Believe Me When I Say You Suck... oh fuck!
Believe Me, Believe Me, Please Believe Me,
When I Say, When I Say, When I Say, When I... Say
FUCK YOU, YOU THINK ITS ALL FUNNY (3x)
FUCK YOU,
Like I Said
FUCK YOU, YOU THINK ITS ALL FUNNY (3x)
FUCK YOU!!!!!
Awhile back I went to Vinnie's gig. They were really good. {Hey Vin, gimme a CD whenever you make more. I really like your band now. And we should hang out again.} I wanted to start a girl mosh pit but the girls that I tried asking all backed down. I couldn't go in a mosh pit with a bunch of big guys like Frankie in it. I did that at the Mudvayne concert and I got my ass wooped. I kept going back in though... I was a bit drunk. :) I met this guy name Billie from the last band that played. We {me, Cyn, Frankie, Jen, Jill} all got smoked up for free that night two times. It was great. I really like that guy. And the band was awsome. Everyone should have stayed for the last band instead of leaving so early. It was like marty graw {dont know how to spell it and I don't give a fuck}. But it was literally like marty graw. I had a lot of fun. I can't wait til they come back. Billie was a really chill dude. He works on Ozzfest and he knows Hatebreed. He says he's on every one of their CDs. I still have to check that out though.
Other than that it's been the same ol shit just a different day.