Apr 19, 2005 22:52
Friends...I have new ones. Does anyone really have that same true best friend for the rest of their lives? It's kind of sad people have to fade away and can't or just don't have the time to get together even just for a few hours out of their day. I'm beginning to think most of my old friends are just becoming aquaintences now. Most of them can't really say they know me anymore, I am starting a new life and have "new friends" and to think of it i think their actually might just be one person out there who really knows who I truly am. I don't have a problem with that really. It's hard to keep in touch sometimes, truthfully everyone is going on to new and better ways in their lives and sometimes old friends just don't fit in anymore. I cherish all the memories all the time as i start my new path in my life. I only wish the best for everyone and i know that no one will be forgotten and maybe someday we will all be able to get together.
On that note, I was talking to Chad earlier today and it's official, he has the papers on the apartment and is turning them in on Friday!! I have my own place and it coudn't be more real! :) I'm ready for this, I truly am this is MY OWN to share with the only one I can't wait to be with. It will be difficult at times I know but I'm ready to learn and grow, I'm ready for all that this life has to bring me now and I believe it's nothing but good. I finally feel truly at peace knowing I'll really be somewhere that will make me more than happy to be at everyday.
Love you!