Christmas

[satan_kisses]

I haven't eaten today so far. In my opinion I'm doing good, as long as I don't wake suddenly and eat in the middle of the night.

I'm dreading Christmas dinner. I really am. I have to prepare it, cook it and then eat it in front of mother. I'm not looking forward to it. If I eat, I know I'll purge.

I wish I could disappear or crawl into a hole and never crawl out of again.