Apr 21, 2009 02:27
Who knew that times could change.
I think. The most amazing feeling was this past weekend. I haven't felt that good all semester.
This past weekend was amazing. In the simplest manner and all.
All I can hope for is that this feeling stays with me, simply for the rest of the semester. And maybe that'll fuel some motivation for me to fix all the C's I have. I'm not going to let anyone bring me down again. Or I'm going to try really hard to associate myself with better people.
As one of my friends said before, it seemed impossible before, but you still move on believe it or not. I'm still not completely and perfectly better, but I feel so good compared to weeks ago.
All I want right now is to hold onto the goals I had made before the mess that is this semester happened. My goals are the most important, and the people that are most important to me are those who help me achieve these goals, not bring me down constantly.
The feeling is more than amazing knowing that not all faith is lost. Faith is the basis of everything beautiful.