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You know I've thought about this post for the better part of an hour now and I have a few reflections
By making these posts I am doing nothing more than playing into the hands of people that are miserable in their own lives and can't stand the happiness of others. In doing that I have let them win a minor victory over my mental self and that is not right for me. I said I would be the bigger person and that will be my intention from here out.
I tried to forgive my sister and move forward. In doing so I learned that she had not changed and was still the same manipulative liar that I had her pegged as before. Sure it hurts that she lied to us all, but she is not important enough to be worthy of my time and I will no longer dwell on her.
My mother is long out of my life and that is where she will stay and should have stayed. I merely lost sight for a while of my mental health goals.
My grandmother will soon be out as well and then I can enjoy some peace to deal with the REAL issues in my life. I have too much to deal with without extra crazies in my life.
So my dear readers and friends, I go back to silencing my annoyance toward the people I am unfortunately related to by blood. They are not worthy of me or you and for the posts you have all endured while I was weak, my apologies to you my friends. I promise that my next public posts will be filled with sillyness and my flocked posted full of detail. May the new year be good to each of you.
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